I'M TIRED!!!
I'M DONE BEING THE THIRD WHEEL!!!!
wll update after cny.
V.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Like a shape knife cutting my vains
I did a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasted away
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life.
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasted away
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life.
HOW I BLOODY WISH I HAVE A FUCKING KNIFEEEEEEE!!! SOMEONE PRESENT ME THE SHARPEST KNIFE YOU GOT!!! YOU WILL BE SAVING MY LIFE!! I'M SO SO SO SO SO SERIOUS!!! I WANNA CHOP SOMETHING UP!! I KEEP ON LISTENING TO 'LIKE A KNIFE' AND I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO CUT MYSELF!! i dont give a fuck who is going to kill me. i dont CARE! read it and GET IT... I F.U.C.K.I.N.G D.O.N.T G.I.V.E A F.U.C.K! if you wanna kill me feel free too. i HATE LIFE AND LOVE AND I HATE HERRRRR!!!! fuck it fuck it fuck it!!! [BITCH, GO SUCK SOME GUY'S DICK TIL YOUR DAM FACE TURNS PURPLE!!! ]
FUCK LOVE.
Friday, January 23, 2009
What a lie.
yooooo..!
i got new header! do you like it?? tag it tag it! :D anyway, today is the last day of school for chinese new year. nothing much happen between the first 3 periods. It was just plane boring. eng maths and sejarah. after that we had ekonomi but we did perdagangan. thats what you get when your class teacher is teaching you 2 same subjects. xD then we went to the audi for some shit about our hair and our clothes and period pads? mel and ing didnt come so i was a loner walking around finding people xD since suzanne was in the science lab. at the end i found amanda we walked and non-stop all they way down. [ went break with her tooo :D ] went in and sat with siti since we had to sit class by class. its was boring. A WASTE OF TIME. talking about our hair and how we have to pin the side up and bla bla bla.. i was stonning all the way. didnt pay attention xD i know i'm notty. so what? it was just a stupid talk that wasted our time. anyway. there was more talking till 12.35 after that we went back to class [ we as in girls] so, siti,han yean,kar yee,qiao yi, li ding and me didnt go to the art room. we ponteng! :P hope our names are not in the control book. >< we sat in class talking about the class deco and stuff. talked till the bell ring. walked down with amanda and krystal to the canteen. eat abit talked alot. bus moved. so i say bye. came back take bath and came online since someone is very upset about something. ): cheer up!! so i didnt get my 2hour sleep since i had to talk to him. and now? i'm falling asleep right here right now. my god! pig much? have to go swimming or wtv after CNY. all the food and fats. OMG O.O !! okok, i'll stop crapping. pics :D
P.S: things happened. cut short. ><
hehehe.. bye!!
xoxo
V.
i got new header! do you like it?? tag it tag it! :D anyway, today is the last day of school for chinese new year. nothing much happen between the first 3 periods. It was just plane boring. eng maths and sejarah. after that we had ekonomi but we did perdagangan. thats what you get when your class teacher is teaching you 2 same subjects. xD then we went to the audi for some shit about our hair and our clothes and period pads? mel and ing didnt come so i was a loner walking around finding people xD since suzanne was in the science lab. at the end i found amanda we walked and non-stop all they way down. [ went break with her tooo :D ] went in and sat with siti since we had to sit class by class. its was boring. A WASTE OF TIME. talking about our hair and how we have to pin the side up and bla bla bla.. i was stonning all the way. didnt pay attention xD i know i'm notty. so what? it was just a stupid talk that wasted our time. anyway. there was more talking till 12.35 after that we went back to class [ we as in girls] so, siti,han yean,kar yee,qiao yi, li ding and me didnt go to the art room. we ponteng! :P hope our names are not in the control book. >< we sat in class talking about the class deco and stuff. talked till the bell ring. walked down with amanda and krystal to the canteen. eat abit talked alot. bus moved. so i say bye. came back take bath and came online since someone is very upset about something. ): cheer up!! so i didnt get my 2hour sleep since i had to talk to him. and now? i'm falling asleep right here right now. my god! pig much? have to go swimming or wtv after CNY. all the food and fats. OMG O.O !! okok, i'll stop crapping. pics :D
P.S: things happened. cut short. ><
hehehe.. bye!!
xoxo
V.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
TONG TONG BLEK~
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOL!!! WHEEEEE~
Its a couple more days to CNY! [ chinese new year] cant wait cant wait!!! red wine :P gambling :D and of cause ANGPAU 8D !!!!! WHEEEEE!!! i cant wait! this year my cousins and me gets extra angpau cos my other older cousin got married last year. but i hope they wont be to CIPALIAK again. -.- went they got married they gave us 2bucks. 2 FREAKING BUCKS! wtf can you do with 2bucks?! omg, you wanna buy credit also cannot. at less 5 or 10 la! so cheap-skate! wtf? xD! i dont have new clothes this year. wtf rite? my mom la. next day next day next day. pro like fuuuuuck! sob.! maybe going out on friday or wtv then i'll try to do some last min shopping. wahahaha! no way on CNY no new clothes i'll be in old clothes? yer! xD haha. kidding kidding. its like 12.57 rite now. and i'm still not going to bed. why? no idea. :P ok la... bye! xD
xoxo
V.
Its a couple more days to CNY! [ chinese new year] cant wait cant wait!!! red wine :P gambling :D and of cause ANGPAU 8D !!!!! WHEEEEE!!! i cant wait! this year my cousins and me gets extra angpau cos my other older cousin got married last year. but i hope they wont be to CIPALIAK again. -.- went they got married they gave us 2bucks. 2 FREAKING BUCKS! wtf can you do with 2bucks?! omg, you wanna buy credit also cannot. at less 5 or 10 la! so cheap-skate! wtf? xD! i dont have new clothes this year. wtf rite? my mom la. next day next day next day. pro like fuuuuuck! sob.! maybe going out on friday or wtv then i'll try to do some last min shopping. wahahaha! no way on CNY no new clothes i'll be in old clothes? yer! xD haha. kidding kidding. its like 12.57 rite now. and i'm still not going to bed. why? no idea. :P ok la... bye! xD
xoxo
V.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
All new hating.
YOU FUCKING CIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIBAI!!!!
I FREAKING HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL. GET IT??!! R.O.T I.N H.E.L.L!!! YOU FUCKING UGLY BIATCH! HOPELESS.!
worthless MUCH?!
I FREAKING HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL. GET IT??!! R.O.T I.N H.E.L.L!!! YOU FUCKING UGLY BIATCH! HOPELESS.!
worthless MUCH?!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
meaning-less to you.
Short in words,
Long in tears,
Your harsh words pierce my heart like a bullet from a gun,
The sunny day turns dark and gloomy,
Sadness in the air,
Loveless in life,
All to think about is the other half of your heart,
Wondering if he will hold it tight,
And not let the winds blow it away that very sad night,
Looking at the stars,
Thinking of you,
Wondering how all our laughs can turn into tears,
That goes up into the heavens,
Making it rain like nothing before,
All I want is you that night,
But you weren't right by my side,
To hold me tight,
And keep me warm from the winds,
Making me cold and lonely,
Making me miss you more,
Now I know,
How much I mean to you,
In little words??
Nothing..
Long in tears,
Your harsh words pierce my heart like a bullet from a gun,
The sunny day turns dark and gloomy,
Sadness in the air,
Loveless in life,
All to think about is the other half of your heart,
Wondering if he will hold it tight,
And not let the winds blow it away that very sad night,
Looking at the stars,
Thinking of you,
Wondering how all our laughs can turn into tears,
That goes up into the heavens,
Making it rain like nothing before,
All I want is you that night,
But you weren't right by my side,
To hold me tight,
And keep me warm from the winds,
Making me cold and lonely,
Making me miss you more,
Now I know,
How much I mean to you,
In little words??
Nothing..
TA-DA! :P after so long. YES if you were still wandering, YES! i still hate that fugly fucked up bitch! will i EVER forgive her??? IN HER DAM DREAMS. -.- noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo way in a million years. i'll only forgive her if she dies. *big fat smile.* i know i know, your giving me that 'omg she is so mean' face. but if you were in my shoes you will know how much it hurts. She has a fucking boyfriend for god sake. The people that knows the WHOLE story will know who's rite and who's wrong and who is the one that got hurt BAD. I have been emo for the past.... HOW MANY DAYS?! but yes, thx to my friends they cheered me up abit here and there. pieacing back the places that have fallen out from my heart. you guys are the best! <33 but still..
P.S: i got an 18 out of 20 for sejarah. xD *claps!! i would have gotten 20 out of 20 but i didnt write two answers in conplete sentence. -.- WTF?
xox
V.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
YOU FUCKING BIATCH!!
I FUCKING HATE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW. NO NO, ITS NOT ANYONE I KNOW OR I'M CLOSE TOO. ITS SOMEONE I WANT TO CEKIK AND HEAR HER SCREAM WHILE I FUCKING SKIN HER ALIVE!!!! you FUCKING BITCH!!! I FREAKING HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL! I FUCKING HOPE YOUR BOYFRIEND BREAKS UP WITH YOU FOR SOMEONE MORE PRETTY THEN YOUE FUGGLY FACE. SO ULGY TILL YOU MAKE PIGS FEEL PRETTY!! YOU TERRIBLE BITCH! ASSHOLE! YOU CAN FUCKING DIE FOR ALL I FUCKING CARE.
done. boy! did that feel better.
done. boy! did that feel better.
Friday, January 16, 2009
wishing for a time machine.
boring boring boring... D:
I hate being boring. like no life la god. -.- well, After looking at a few blogs and what not. i just realize how much i miss 3omega2008 >< i was at most fun there. everyone was prety close and we can be so dam open. not like 2009 everyone is like all over the place. alpha,beta,delta,gamma,omega and rho. -.- i SERIOUSLY miss everyone. i wish there was a time machine so i can turn back time to last year. i remember how much all the teachers hated us cos we always made so much noise and was always late to classes and never pass up books at times. still, after all the scolding from them we still do it and have each other's back no matter what. it was like the BEST CLASS EVER. In the end some teachers STILL liked us cos we were fun. SEE, even teachers said we were fun. i miss the times where we always hang outside the class before school starts laughing away like retards. so hard to believe we wont be like that anymore. 2 years in the same class made everyone like glue and paper. sad to see someone ripe us apart. i miss you guys!
ALI FRIKI AND YAN!
we locked boo khay outside the class
see! we even chill in a class b4 PMR in the canteen EVERYDAY for that week.
we were bored during science. boo!! D:
jasmine
lilian
there are so many more pictures but.. if i upload all i'm gonna start cying. xDDD bye!
xoxo
V.
I hate being boring. like no life la god. -.- well, After looking at a few blogs and what not. i just realize how much i miss 3omega2008 >< i was at most fun there. everyone was prety close and we can be so dam open. not like 2009 everyone is like all over the place. alpha,beta,delta,gamma,omega and rho. -.- i SERIOUSLY miss everyone. i wish there was a time machine so i can turn back time to last year. i remember how much all the teachers hated us cos we always made so much noise and was always late to classes and never pass up books at times. still, after all the scolding from them we still do it and have each other's back no matter what. it was like the BEST CLASS EVER. In the end some teachers STILL liked us cos we were fun. SEE, even teachers said we were fun. i miss the times where we always hang outside the class before school starts laughing away like retards. so hard to believe we wont be like that anymore. 2 years in the same class made everyone like glue and paper. sad to see someone ripe us apart. i miss you guys!
ALI FRIKI AND YAN!
we locked boo khay outside the class
see! we even chill in a class b4 PMR in the canteen EVERYDAY for that week.
we were bored during science. boo!! D:
jasmine
lilian
there are so many more pictures but.. if i upload all i'm gonna start cying. xDDD bye!
xoxo
V.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Happy bunny!
School was boring. LIKE ALWAYS?! people change class agian. and its getting annoying, its like.. once you get to know someone better they change class. WTF? then the friendship goes BOOM. -.- anyway.. i'm not here to complain or wtv. i'm here to post funny pics :P enjoy..
Hve a great day you useless turd. xD [wtf is a turd? xDDD ]
i'll be nicer, when you're smarter.
is ass your real name?
everthing is great, thx for asking.
when life gives you lemons, use them to squirt lemon juice into the eyes of your ememies. xD
there are so many more but i lazy. xD have to go study perdagangan now. -.- and read the stupid english book. BLEK! TA-TA ;D
xoxo
V.
Hve a great day you useless turd. xD [wtf is a turd? xDDD ]
i'll be nicer, when you're smarter.
is ass your real name?
everthing is great, thx for asking.
when life gives you lemons, use them to squirt lemon juice into the eyes of your ememies. xD
there are so many more but i lazy. xD have to go study perdagangan now. -.- and read the stupid english book. BLEK! TA-TA ;D
xoxo
V.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Push the blade into my heart and let me bleed to my grave.
H A P P Y B I T H D A Y T O O O O O O O O O O O O O O ...
KIMBERLY MOHHHH!!! :DDD
Happy birthday kim!! :D well, its already 12.12am -.- sorry about that my comp went all nuts on me and i miss the dead line... *TOOOOOOOOOOTTT!!!* anwyway.. thx kim i dont really know you that well but your my red house buddy and i love you! :DDD all the best and smile always!!! :)
Went out to sunway on sunday with kim,kai loon,mel,ing and ed. met up with mel er.. i think ed and ing were there?? i kinda forgot. LOL anyway.. we went there to celebrate kim's 16th bday. hehe walked around to get her present. and then met up with kim loon and ed in zen. we ate and took a whole lot of pictures. after that we went to dream world took even MORE pictures then went to catch our movie. outlander. kinda nice kinda boring kinda gross?? wanna know?? GO WATCH YOURSELF! xD anyway.. after that kena ditch from mel cos of her BF **sarcastic voice & roll eyes**
so walked around with ing. she was waiting for J and i called steph.. they followed me to the main entrance and i went home. THE END! xD i'm not a good story teller :P
PICS!! :P
My idea. *take pride. xD
awwww. :P
sek sek xDDD
meet edmund chhhhhheeeeeee x)
& kaaaaaaii loooooooooooooooooooooooooooon :P
inrid NG NG NG
xoxo
V.
KIMBERLY MOHHHH!!! :DDD
Happy birthday kim!! :D well, its already 12.12am -.- sorry about that my comp went all nuts on me and i miss the dead line... *TOOOOOOOOOOTTT!!!* anwyway.. thx kim i dont really know you that well but your my red house buddy and i love you! :DDD all the best and smile always!!! :)
Went out to sunway on sunday with kim,kai loon,mel,ing and ed. met up with mel er.. i think ed and ing were there?? i kinda forgot. LOL anyway.. we went there to celebrate kim's 16th bday. hehe walked around to get her present. and then met up with kim loon and ed in zen. we ate and took a whole lot of pictures. after that we went to dream world took even MORE pictures then went to catch our movie. outlander. kinda nice kinda boring kinda gross?? wanna know?? GO WATCH YOURSELF! xD anyway.. after that kena ditch from mel cos of her BF **sarcastic voice & roll eyes**
so walked around with ing. she was waiting for J and i called steph.. they followed me to the main entrance and i went home. THE END! xD i'm not a good story teller :P
PICS!! :P
My idea. *take pride. xD
awwww. :P
sek sek xDDD
meet edmund chhhhhheeeeeee x)
& kaaaaaaii loooooooooooooooooooooooooooon :P
inrid NG NG NG
xoxo
V.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
What's life without friends?
Dam am i lazy to update. -.- well.. first day of school kinda sucked? got caught because of my hair. [ it was red xD ] haha yes, i know i was lucky enough not getting caught in the morning. STUPID austin la DIU! fucker, i could have gotten away with it if it wasn't for him.
meHIM
me:sitting there talking and blocking my hair with my hand**
HIM: look at me* you dye your hair!
me: eh teacher! natural la
HIM: gives me the look and walk away**
got called to go to class.. walking out of the auditorium and went in line.
HIM: go jln jln one around
me:hidding
HIM: pops up behind me** you dye your hair go to the office
me: WTF?!?!!!
*****
yea, that pretty much what happen. so i had to call my mom to come get me. -.- waste of time. whatever la. moving on, was in 4Omega at first then i change to 4Rho cos i had no clue with add maths. -.- it was FFFUUUCCCCKKKIIINNNNGGGG hard. the teacher wrote the question on the board and i was like '???' xD haha. i'm stupid ok?! changed class with lilian. :) 4Rho was much better. the teachers are nicer and friendly. FYI, 4Omega's add maths teacher doesn't smile AT ALL. its always like this ---> :| or :( HAHA! yea like that. sad rite? LOL! anyway... made a new friend :D heyden. she is from suzanne's class. she is nice. :DDDD anyway.. i gtg, i got homework. SEE! I'M SO 'CALL' A GOOD GIRL! **AHEM!! xD
P.S: the list of teachers teaching me xDD
perdangangan & ekonomi : Ms.menon [class teacher also]
maths : Mr.teh
english : er??? no idea. but her name starts with a V xD
bm : sadly?? fazilah.
arts : inda lina :D
accounts : lagi worse, dont even know if the teacher is a guy or girl. HAH!
sejarah : no idea, all i know his a guy xD
science : Ms.Voo
moral : er.. Puan.something xD
xoxo
V.
meHIM
me:sitting there talking and blocking my hair with my hand**
HIM: look at me* you dye your hair!
me: eh teacher! natural la
HIM: gives me the look and walk away**
got called to go to class.. walking out of the auditorium and went in line.
HIM: go jln jln one around
me:hidding
HIM: pops up behind me** you dye your hair go to the office
me: WTF?!?!!!
*****
yea, that pretty much what happen. so i had to call my mom to come get me. -.- waste of time. whatever la. moving on, was in 4Omega at first then i change to 4Rho cos i had no clue with add maths. -.- it was FFFUUUCCCCKKKIIINNNNGGGG hard. the teacher wrote the question on the board and i was like '???' xD haha. i'm stupid ok?! changed class with lilian. :) 4Rho was much better. the teachers are nicer and friendly. FYI, 4Omega's add maths teacher doesn't smile AT ALL. its always like this ---> :| or :( HAHA! yea like that. sad rite? LOL! anyway... made a new friend :D heyden. she is from suzanne's class. she is nice. :DDDD anyway.. i gtg, i got homework. SEE! I'M SO 'CALL' A GOOD GIRL! **AHEM!! xD
P.S: the list of teachers teaching me xDD
perdangangan & ekonomi : Ms.menon [class teacher also]
maths : Mr.teh
english : er??? no idea. but her name starts with a V xD
bm : sadly?? fazilah.
arts : inda lina :D
accounts : lagi worse, dont even know if the teacher is a guy or girl. HAH!
sejarah : no idea, all i know his a guy xD
science : Ms.Voo
moral : er.. Puan.something xD
xoxo
V.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
This cannot be happening!
HI!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
school starting tomorrow!! T.T i dont want it too!! :( i had to dye back my hair today. dam sad!! i loved it so much! MAN! so much have been going on. dam lazy to update?? o.O will post pics later la. i hope my dears and me wont drift apart. i love them to bits! :( it will be just sad if i have to say bye to them! NO WAY THAT WILL HAPPEN!!! we all will be like paper and glue. :D rite girls?! rite! xD anyway.. its just a short post. have to go get ready. bye!
:(
i love you guys! :) suzanne too!! :D
xoxo
V.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
school starting tomorrow!! T.T i dont want it too!! :( i had to dye back my hair today. dam sad!! i loved it so much! MAN! so much have been going on. dam lazy to update?? o.O will post pics later la. i hope my dears and me wont drift apart. i love them to bits! :( it will be just sad if i have to say bye to them! NO WAY THAT WILL HAPPEN!!! we all will be like paper and glue. :D rite girls?! rite! xD anyway.. its just a short post. have to go get ready. bye!
:(
i love you guys! :) suzanne too!! :D
xoxo
V.
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