I just want to fly away.

Ever felt left out before? Know the feeling? well, i can tell you its suck BIG time. Been really depress lately. Pretty much my life is falling down around me. I tear every time small things happen. Piss when things don't go my way or reasons that are to mean to even type here. I keep asking myself if there's something seriously wrong with me? But every time i do i can never answer.


I don't know what's wrong with me now a days. I keep feeling like i'm losing everyone around me. Like i'm pushed to the back of everyone's life. ): i don't know.




I'm mother fucking depressed!!! :( i fucking wanna cry every second and there's no one with a tissue and to tell me its gonna be ok! :( I'm not important to anyone anymore. I think if i die no one would care. haihz.


signing off,
dead.

You could easily take my heart.

Hello yaa. :) I'm gonna cut all the "hello, how you doing?!" crap. Anyway, Had cross-country last Saturday! At first, I wasn't planning to go because well, I'M LAZY AND WANNA SLEEP! EH! had to wake up at 7 k! so early. -.- Anyway, met up with the besties and bola bla bla. OH did i mention it was raining cats&dogs? So everyone was just waiting around praying the rain will stop before 830. But it didn't so we still had to run. So, you guessed it. We ran in the rain and to tell you the truth, IT WAS WAY BETTER THEN RUNNING IN THE FURRRKING HOT SUN! Besides killing a good hair day i qualified. :) got number 66 and no. No top 12 sadly. ( HAHAHAHA! PLEASE! who am i kidding?! i can't even run for lake run la. which btw, i didn't qualified. All i needed was 30 more seconds. -.- BITCH) Anyway, and here's the fun part, after getting my position card i walked into the guard house and being a clumsy bitch i am.. i fell and made mel scream xD ( she can't stop screaming for anything la) and to top it all off i fell in front of Nathan. AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAN SAID TO ME??!!!! " be careful, its wet. " #&*@^%#(@&$#&%)&#)%!!! HELLO?! LATE MUCH?! -.- and i looked at him and wanted to scream. whatever la. Then blood was dripping down my leg so mel was running around looking for tissue. haha. thanks to everyone who asked about it. :) Its fine now even if i can't really bend my knee or walk properly since my leg muscles is killing me now. ): my whole left leg dam cacat. :/ SAD! oh well. gets me out of pe for awhile :P anyway, the nasty picture will be posted later. :) BYEEE!!!

Trust no one at your back unless you want them to bury a knife in it

xo,
Joey.

Its time for a change.

Hello all. My blog so dead. :( sad. haha. Where's all my readers?! HELLLOOO!!! :P hmm.. I don't really have anything to blog about. Was planing to blog about my rubbish but.. i think i'll do that tomorrow ;D lazyy laa. haha.


What i say here has nothing to do with any of my science stream friends. :) just making a point to a short form4 bitch. sorry k?


BTW TO SHORTIE: GOD BITCH, can you be so into your ugly/fulgy looking-self not to look in a mirror once in a while? OH right i forgot, You can't because the mirror would properly crack and shatter before you can take a look at your ugly face. Seriously, your fucking stupid. YES, I'm in art class and hell? I'm proud of it. Art class doesn't mean i DRAW only k? arts = business bitch. UNDERSTAND THAT WORD?! I can tell you this, I don't think your small penut of a mind can answer a perdagangan or ekonomi question k? THINK BITCH. Even if you find a cure for cancer and you want to SELL that cure you're gonna have to make a deal with a BUSINESS man/women not some scientist. At least what i study can be use in the future. Unlike you. :) Think la omg.. 7As so what when you can't even use your common sense. -.- Seriously stupid. -.- and your hair? yea, one word.. U-G-L-Y. You look like some lala gone wrong. -.-


xo,
Joey