Dominatio per malum.

hello.


I'm not online if that's what your thinking. I'm just came to upload my phone with songs and upload pictures. just feel like updating bloggie here so it wont look so dead. If your wandering what my title means you will find out at the end of this post. Haven't been online for almost 2weeks. my personal best if i do say so myself. wandering why? cos... ITS NON-OF YOUR BUSINESS. okla, i'm not that bad, just there things and stuff i don't want to see, people i don't want to talk too... bla bla bla. unimportant things to you but very important things to me. Don't cross your fingers that i'll come online anytime soon. mel said i'll be online by this week. NO WAY. i'll prove you wrong. just in that almost 2weeks lots of things have happen. but i'm not gonna blog about it. cos its NON-OF YOUR BUSINESS. i'm suprise that i can live without coming online not like some despo people who comes online went ever they have the chance. -.- (get a life man) i'm being mean. YES, its not a surprise. i dont care. FUCK. just feel like saying it. can't wait to go redang with my class and friends. i wanna get away from kota kemuning and my life. i wanna go and enjoy and and and get drunk if there is a chance. there's no one to stop me now. well, besides mel but she cant really do anything about it. but there is a down side to it. there is someone going that i wanna step on her fucked up face. my teacher nearly put me in the same room as her. if she did i'll break every single bone in her porn star body. she is the only form3 going. my stupid friend just HAD to invite her. -.- go talk shit about me. YACK! see her LALA face also wanna puke already. but wtv, i'm gonna ignore her. i wont let her kill the trip for me. there nothing else. don't cross your fingers that i'll update anytime soon. i'm tired of coming online and doing all that shit and pretending like nothing is wrong. so fuck everything and everyone. bye.



Dominatio per malum-Power Though Evil.



Two rose on a hill,
that warm summer day,
a warm summer breeze blows by,
taking one away,
leaving the other behind,
leaving its pretty buds of may as it fly away...


bye people. enjoy life.


i like this. fuck fuck fuckkk..


a ring+a butterfly+and someone's hair=???




look at the pictures. look at it carefully... do you see any pain??

the answer is...



NO. cos i dont want to feel it. its like having extra homework. i'll leave it behind me. i deserve to be happy all over. not emo. so fuck you. :)

bye.

smiles,
V

I'm nothing to you, and you're nothing to me.

you left me hanging,
in the middle of nowhere,
thinking i'll find my way back,
knowing i'll follow your foot steps,



i run my fingers in my hair,
thinking you will come back for me,
after while?
i wander if your ever coming back,
i given up hope,
knowing you will never come,
but in my heart i know what i needed to do,
is to never count on you,
or anyone besides my friends and family,
i found my way back,
but i never said a word about you,
cos i know... you never did too.





as if i will say this,
i never did wanted you..




screw it; just the right words now...


kisses,
V

Its called.. TITLELESS

hey heyyy!!! i'm so lazy to blog but i dont wanna leave my blog dead. anyway.. i think i'll blog properly tomorrow with pictures and what not. may i warn you. IT WILL BE RANDOM since i'm blood bored at home. ;D

taggggggg.

Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name: Tan joeyee

2. A four Letter Word: Tuna! xD

3. A boy's Name: Tom

4. A girl's Name: Tammy

5. An occupation: TV watcher!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

6. A color: The colour VIOLET! xD

7. Something you'll wear: T-shirt

8. A food: T-bone

9. Something found in the bathroom: Towel!

10. A place: Tanzania :p

11. A reason for being late: The driver had to go POO POO! xD

12. Something you'd shout: TOILET!! xD

13. A song title: Thats what you get - paramore

14. Something you drink: Teh-tarik

15. A musical group: The fall out boys [HAHA! i'm so cheating]

16. An animal: tiger!

17. A street name: Tanjong-rambutan! xD HAHAHAHAH!!!

18. A type of car: errrrr...... ?

19. A favorite quote: [The] quote is 'life is full of ups and downs you just gotta life it to the fullest.


hahaha!!! i cheated!! xDDD i tag!!!!


joeyTiw
jiaenChua
heartBroken
jasmineHan
aamosFamous
ingridNg
bla bla bla bla bla... everyone la! xD do it OR DIE! xD

kisses,
V

Whatever.

well, i'm here to say I'M NOT BUYING IT. but whatever. YOUR are not worth my brain space and my time. you can say one thing here and then there. you suck as hidding things that for sure. i wasn't born yesterday ok. how you talked about that 'other person' is so so so... me. i'm not being perasan. it true facts ok. -.- whatever la. like i said i don't wanna care what you call me or talk about me. and all that.. i'm talking about another person? SAVE it for someone who will buy it. ASS. bye and lucky with your lame life.



xo
V

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NOT BUYING IT.

lifeless

edit... again.(8.3.09)

wow, i never though you will sink this low low low. but hey, what can you get from someone so lifeless? please la. i was nice enough to keep your ID save and you just exploded me and jiaen when we didnt do anything. tell you man, FUCKING SMART. -.- well then i wont have anymore pity on you. your name suck to the max. its like your parents took your name out of a toilet bowl while they were shitting. its a pity how much trouble your going tho to write about me. i'm just so touch about it. thanks alot. :D i guess my anger is not worth on you. KL said to solve the problem but guess what? you making things a whole lot worse. NOT only your making a total fool outta yourself by making fun of me your making fun outta yourself. get a life and grow up la. come on, your gonna be 15 soon. GROW A DAM BRAIN AND A _ _ _ _ _ la. oh yea, your friends?? are a bunch of total losers ok. lifeless people only hang out with you. to bad la you have to involve KL. i 100% pity him. its just so sad for him. but get this, you wont be solving anything by talking crap about me. your just gonna let EVERYONE know your true face. and FYI, i'm tired of saying sorry to you. Your just a small kid that needs to grow up and get a life.



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LAI JIA AEN! - total loser.





FYI, thanks for calling me a bitch. :)

P.S: so what if my lips are thick?? not like yours are any better. ever seen angelina jolie?? its HOT ok. thick is better then thin. oh yea, my eyes??? are special NOT like yours big and NORMAL and so saggie.
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edit (8.3.09)

HAHAHAHAH!!! she said my hair over my eyes i look like some ghost. what about you now eh??!!! you have the same hair style as me. omg, you so so smart. now your a ghost and lala as well. welcome to the club. no wait, the club doesn't even want you in it. who's the dog?? oh yea.. its you. LITTLE GIRL some advice la don't go calling someone a ghost when you have the same hair style as me ok. oh and more thing i never did forgive you for what you have done. so go eat your shit. i love the person who cut your hair, but i wish they made a mistake a made you bald. to say this i don't think anyone wants you ok. i know your just forcing KL to be with you cos you know no one else will want you. i really pity him, cos he has to put up with you. F you bitch. i just found out that lots of people dislikes you. wow what a surprise........NOT. yea so what if i'm fierce? at less people will take me seriously and not a joke like you.




p.S: it might be edited again later.
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-Miss d. who the fuck gives you the right to come and spam my blog? you think i don't know who you are? fuck you la bitch. no wait, you worse then a bitch your A FUCKER. YES i mean you. want me to post your name up? please la, i'm not as low life as you. you think your so dam cute? AS IF LA! a pig is cuter then you. you are the most FUGLY ASS I EVER MET. making fun of me is just making fun of yourself and your family. yea so what if my fringe is over my eyes? at less its better then your hair la. talk so much. go fuck some asshole la. CIBAI. FREAK OF NATURAL LA, god made the wrong choice of giving you life.

I dont wanna lose anything.

yo... i so so lazy!! why am i so lazy? no idea. -.- lol.. well, form4 and 5 had this.. er.. dont know what's it called but yea. you get to look around for what college you want to go too. OMG! >< can't believe it la. i'm form4 already, gonna be form5 next year then its going off to college and leaving my friends. OMG! i cant think about it. I dont have the heart to leave my friends and family in malaysia even if i wanna get out of malaysia. haihz.. now i think back when i was in form 2 and 3 how much i'm gonna miss the times. D: i can't take it without crying. omg! Time past way way to fast. SLOW DOWN LA WEI! i need more time with my friends. hah [: anyway, back to the topic melody, me and amanda is taking the same thing. xD arts & designs. oh not to forget photography. i feel like i wanna take graphic and fashion design. but.. i dont know which one i wanna learn more? oh and hospitality management too. :D its cool. you get to learn about food! YUM! hehe, me and my hungry-ness. :P but i'm not sure yet. maybe i'll study here for abour a year or two? don't know? amanda is thinking about it too. ingrid is leaving after form5 i dont know about krystal. but i think she wanna learn about sport science? haha. don't know la. so much to think. so LITTLE time. hmmm.. *think think* wish i can turn back time where i was a fat baby. xD




your so use to see this poeple everyday in your school life; its hard to say goodbye.
-zac efron


I'M LAZY TO BLOG ABOUT krystal's bday! xD its way way to long. go see mel's blog if you wanna know.! :D



the pictures are all after mel when back. it was about 12 something in the morning reach back to ing's house around 1.30 to 2 hehe. after that everyone took their bath and went down to watch some horror movie. i fell alseep. xD ing woke me up said our goodnites to the guys and we went upstairs after that got drama. (long story) then all the girls suddenly cannot sleep. xD wtf? so we stay up till 5 in the morning then we fell asleep. xD then NEXT MORNING we were high. LOL

::pics are not in order btw.







i wans't falling asleep ok! my eyes are just small. xD

ed.. looks normal!

loon looks like some business dude. xD


went we[girls] cannot sleep xD

krystal on playing with her phone. lol

amanda and her meow meow. xD

me

HA! ing


thats it. BYE

xo
V

Its different now.

you ran away from me,
like i was nothing to you.



dead roses lying on the floor,
thinking what i should do with it,
remember to put it on my grave,
when its time for me to go...


its been long since i know you,
long since i met you,
too long too remember how much i love you,
when it ends,
remember the times,
remember the memories,
remember the love that was here & now no more,
i'll always be here...

xo
V

Never give your heart to something you know it will end.

quote1 : If you hate me so much tell it to my face. Don't go telling people shit and calling me a bitch.

quote2 : I hate you for being an ass and hanging up on me. If you don't wanna talk to me just say so and i'll fuck off.


man, i just feel like chopping something up.!!!! ARGH... fucking people. i try not to hate you people but i cant. -.-


sorry, its to let out anger in me.


xo,
V