There no one but me.

hello,

i'm bored. so? i'll blog. HA. dam lifeless. first i would like to wish all the mothers in the world a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! i love my mom and thanks for everything! i love MY mommy! (: hmmm.. what else??? i'm BORED so i'll just talk crap i guess. my mom is back from the hospital. (dont ask. only a few people know)


i'm tired of this,
i dont know how long more i can take,
its killing me inside,
nothing is going rite,
my life is like a roller coaster that has gone wrong,
i rather be dead then alive rite now,
no one knows how i feel inside,
its killing me,
but i know one thing,
i dont need anyone but myself,
cos in the end everyone is gonna leave.


there are things my friends dont know how i feel. and i dont think they will ever know.


xo,
v

Poker face?

greetings,

I'm here to blog. I'm so lazy to blog about sport's day. so I'll just post pictures at the end of this post. hmmmm... for some who doesn't know the overalls.

1st : yellow

2nd : red

3rd : blue

4th : green

for marchpast

1st : green

2nd : blue

3rd : red

4th : yellow

cheerleading

1st : red

2nd : yellow

3rd : blue

4th : green

yea, pretty much that. stayed over at mel's. have fun fun. bla bla... very lazy to blog about sport's day. wanna know go see angel's blog. anyway... close sport's day.


ha! edmund. thinks he so gangster! xD

hehe. proud to be a red! :)

haha. from the left mel,me,jia xuan,suzanne and ing.

adam!!!! omg. look like some Jamaican dude! xD
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SATURDAY.


celebrated my grandma's birthday on Saturday. it was tons of fun. my cousins came over about 3 and we hanged in chu wen's house. playing computer, PS2 and laughing away. around 6 when back to get ready. and started from here around 6.30-ish. reach there half of my family wasn't there yet so we went walking around the mall. bla bla... cut the boring parts. we back to the restaurant about 7ishhh. dinner started. i found out i can seriously drink. xD it was one of the best parts ever. i drank 2 glasses of sparking jus. and 4glasses of red wine. and i didnt go drunk. i just got a little pink. but that was normal. camwhore alot. and i mean ALOT. ate joke bla bla.. xD wen talked my uncle to let my cousins sleepover. left around 11-ish. reach home around 12 when back to my place to get my stuff walked back. played untill 2 something. everyone forgot about the time so everyone rush to take bath. played some more till 3ish.. then we watched a movie ended around 4.50 and that's when everyone crash. woke up around 9ish. all of us only slept for 4hours. terrible eh? xD started playing again till lunch after lunch everyone played again. till 4 where everyone when back. after i got home put my stuff and sleep like a piggy. (: thats all.


yum yum yum!!!! i love love love!!

thats his wine xD

now, you don't see this everyday eh! :D i'm so proud of her. awwww!!! :)



meeee. drinking.


the 'uncles'

the really really little boi. that everyone in my family thinks his so cute. xD

he was killing his prawn.

haha. me and dexter. (his gf dam cute xD )

chu wen and me. <3

try reading it out loud. xD

ashley!!! so dam effing cute rite?!!

hahaha! still cute rite? lol

my grandma! she turns 84 on wednesday!!

me 'men' in my family. xD some are not here. LOL!!

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monday

ah today today today... i seriously dont know what's wrong with me. i'm letting my temper and anger get the better of me. i don't like yelling or getting mad at anyone. but how everyone is this couple of weeks seriously showed me a side that i don't even know off. -.- i get mad so easy this couple of weeks. what's this??? PMS??? FUCK la. and today was class picture day. It made me think how hurt i was last year about something that SOMEONE didnt keep. she was suppose to be in the same class as me but ran to 0levels. it completely made me lose my mood. i got mad in class again. yelled kar yee. i seriously dont know what to do anymore. i dont have anyone.






i seriously have a poker face.

xo,
V

cyaaaaa.

so many things have happen. bla bla bla bla... (: will update tomorrow or SOON. cos my cousins are staying over. cya. (:

Kono bakayarao.

Yoo..



long long no see see. since there is lots of people bugging me to update. i will take pity on them. bla bla. life's so so. HAH. like anything can happen. LOL. i have no idea what to blog about. okok, i'll be random. cross country is tomorrow. yeee-ha. -.- ain't no yee-ha about that! its hell of a run. you get all sticky and drown in your own dam sweat. HOW effing gross is that? ewwww is the right word. BUT i take it as a way to BURN fats. (: thats about the only positive thing about it??? yea pretty much that. hmmmm... oh sport's DAY is next week. 25april. anyone wanna come?? come come. EVERYONE is invited. LOL. what else... oh rite, a BITCH (her name starts with a K) is a complete FREAK and a BITCH in the face want to know why??? HA. JUST because mel is small size doesn't mean she cant run. SHE CAN and don't take her like so effing dog ok? " i can put a dog coller on you and pull you along. HEHEHEHEHE" WHAT THE FUCK is that??!!! omg, she SUCK to the MAX!!! arghh, can't effing stand her sometimes. like.. omg??!!! -.- and if she hates malaysia so much why is she here??? better she just go back to the dog house la. what a idiot. *breath breathhh... i dont know what else to update. blek~ its been like what? 3weeks since i been online? congrats to meeee. i won't be updating untill sport's day is over. and then? maybe after my redang trip. ah wtv.... pics. ( not in order)












booty call!





sunnies love!!! <3

thats all. bla bla... bye.

being in peace runs in my veins.

ps: wandering what's my title??? anyone that knows how to read jap will know what it means. ;)

i'l give ya'll a hint. BAKA means idiot or stupid in jap.

smiles,
V

Dominatio per malum.

hello.


I'm not online if that's what your thinking. I'm just came to upload my phone with songs and upload pictures. just feel like updating bloggie here so it wont look so dead. If your wandering what my title means you will find out at the end of this post. Haven't been online for almost 2weeks. my personal best if i do say so myself. wandering why? cos... ITS NON-OF YOUR BUSINESS. okla, i'm not that bad, just there things and stuff i don't want to see, people i don't want to talk too... bla bla bla. unimportant things to you but very important things to me. Don't cross your fingers that i'll come online anytime soon. mel said i'll be online by this week. NO WAY. i'll prove you wrong. just in that almost 2weeks lots of things have happen. but i'm not gonna blog about it. cos its NON-OF YOUR BUSINESS. i'm suprise that i can live without coming online not like some despo people who comes online went ever they have the chance. -.- (get a life man) i'm being mean. YES, its not a surprise. i dont care. FUCK. just feel like saying it. can't wait to go redang with my class and friends. i wanna get away from kota kemuning and my life. i wanna go and enjoy and and and get drunk if there is a chance. there's no one to stop me now. well, besides mel but she cant really do anything about it. but there is a down side to it. there is someone going that i wanna step on her fucked up face. my teacher nearly put me in the same room as her. if she did i'll break every single bone in her porn star body. she is the only form3 going. my stupid friend just HAD to invite her. -.- go talk shit about me. YACK! see her LALA face also wanna puke already. but wtv, i'm gonna ignore her. i wont let her kill the trip for me. there nothing else. don't cross your fingers that i'll update anytime soon. i'm tired of coming online and doing all that shit and pretending like nothing is wrong. so fuck everything and everyone. bye.



Dominatio per malum-Power Though Evil.



Two rose on a hill,
that warm summer day,
a warm summer breeze blows by,
taking one away,
leaving the other behind,
leaving its pretty buds of may as it fly away...


bye people. enjoy life.


i like this. fuck fuck fuckkk..


a ring+a butterfly+and someone's hair=???




look at the pictures. look at it carefully... do you see any pain??

the answer is...



NO. cos i dont want to feel it. its like having extra homework. i'll leave it behind me. i deserve to be happy all over. not emo. so fuck you. :)

bye.

smiles,
V

I'm nothing to you, and you're nothing to me.

you left me hanging,
in the middle of nowhere,
thinking i'll find my way back,
knowing i'll follow your foot steps,



i run my fingers in my hair,
thinking you will come back for me,
after while?
i wander if your ever coming back,
i given up hope,
knowing you will never come,
but in my heart i know what i needed to do,
is to never count on you,
or anyone besides my friends and family,
i found my way back,
but i never said a word about you,
cos i know... you never did too.





as if i will say this,
i never did wanted you..




screw it; just the right words now...


kisses,
V

Its called.. TITLELESS

hey heyyy!!! i'm so lazy to blog but i dont wanna leave my blog dead. anyway.. i think i'll blog properly tomorrow with pictures and what not. may i warn you. IT WILL BE RANDOM since i'm blood bored at home. ;D