Dreams are lies manifested by worthless desires.

MTV world stage!

2010-08-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hello humans. :) MTV WORLD STAGE !! :D
Very the awesome! haha I can finally say " i was in the same surf beach as BILL FROM TOKIO HOTEL ♥" haha! LAME!
When home straight after school to get the tickets from my brother. THANK YOU DEAR BROTHER FOR THE TICKETS! :D
Met up with ing in prymaid. We somehow lost each other. Turns out she when out I when in xD LOL! whatever la. Anyway, Ing found out her friend was going as well. So both of us followed her. And i found out jinyang was going as well. So meet up and when together. We potong literally HALF the Q. Sad for the suckers at the back xD
Line was insane k. Not long after getting in it started to rain. And not like small "its ok. abit only." rain. More like "OH FUCK! WHERE THE FUCK IS THE poncho!!" rain. haha.

see? :)

Then after a while Bunkface came on. And i have to say they aren't half bad. You know for a malaysian band. :)
Prom queen & Bunkface anthem. :D

Bunkface. :)

Then it stopped raining. MCs were.. MEH. :P Ing hated them tho. haha.
Then wonder girls came on. And the guys when INSANE. Yes, and thanks to them
my ears are seriously damaged from their out-of-tune singing. xD And since it stopped raining
it got really HOT from head down. haha. Like Ing said. " green house effect" :P Then some fuckers started smoking. (thanks fuckers. I think i lost 5days of my life.)

Haha. Guys. Like what wengxian ( dude in pink) said HARDCORE fans. -.-||

After wonder girls finished. Ing and I when to the back because our backs were hurting
and legs were failing. xD I turned around and when WTF. SUPER CLEAR VIEW OF THE SCREENS AND THE STAGE. -.- unlike in the middle of the crowd. Can't see anything, HOT as the sahara and people smoking their life away. So we grab our poncho's place them on the ground and park our asses on it.
haha. One word.. HEAVEN! :D
Ing got a cold chicken burger. xD Then the guys came. And parked their butts too.
Then water, pizza, burger, rubbish talking, laughing, water-in-the-face (Ingrid VS wengxian) Ing won btw. :P
started raining agian. So they took a while. They had their technical problems. bla bla bla.
THEN..
TOKIO HOTEL CAME OUT!!!!!!! :D ♥

TOM KAULITZ

BILL KAULITZ! :D

TOKIO HOTEL!! ♥
was awesome! :D Ing and I were singing along ( In-tune :P ) and jumping and cheering!! :D
BILL KAULITZ IS EFFING H.O.T! :)

Then waited agian for an hour for Katy Perry. If you seen her stage you would understand.
Effing good too! :) She's soooooo prettyyy! :D Love her eyes ;D
Ing said the cupcakes were real. True ar?! :/
New songs from her new album..
Teenage drama
&
PEACOCK! HAHA! The song when like..
" I wanna see your peacock-cock-cock, Your peacock-cock-cock"
HAHAHA! I know. Ing said Jinyang chock on his water xD PRO!

Then FINISH! END.
Walked back right up to the from of the enterance. And on the way there we had to walk through the water park. And i was joking about what happens if suddnely something POP out of the water.
You know. Long hair, white dress. ;D
They got freaked. haha and i Laughed. I'm mean, i know. :) reached back around 130.
Dead on the bed by 230 since I had to wash my hair. hehe! Overall, It was an awesome day. :D

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My total obsession right now. :D

BILL KAULITZ !! ♥♥

xo,
J.

Me = LAZY!

2010-07-25T09:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD! I'm sorry I haven't been updating. ): i realize I can't drag my lazy ass to the computer and press the ON button. Well, least i'm updating now right?! :P BUT I'm still lazy to update now. SO HOW?! :/

What to do. Short post only lo! :D
Someone's birthday is coming soon and I still don't know what to get for her.
INGRID NG, it's time to brain storm! :)

I shall update soon enough. ciao

xo,
J

i'm leaving all the crap behind me. DAMN lazy to fight with people who isn't worth my time. So, have an awesome life. WHATEVER!

Waste of earth space.

2010-07-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hello world. :) i promise i will update after cheer 2010 tomorrow. :) I now will want to let lose some steam. So please, If you do not want to continue please exit by clicking the red X on your top right corner. Thank you. PLEASE come back soon, I PROMISE ON MY GOLD FISH LIFE THERE WILL BE A PROPER POST BY THEN. ;D

You know,
After, Oh I don't know 3 in a half years of friendship there you would think that someone(s) would stand up for you when some bitch insults you. But nooo.. that someone just goes with it with a laugh and agreeing. Seriously?! man, you need to grow some balls. When you were dating someone really close to me you were so nice and fun and all that. But now? dude, don't fucking think your cool shit k? without your guitar, your nothing but a worthless piece of shit that doesn't even deserve a name. You deserve a dog leash and a bush. Seriously, you hang with so many bitches you become a bitch. HELL, you're already one. Bitches that looks like a grandma, sitck thin and one that has a orgasm laugh and a fake accent that can make ears bleed.
I thought you were different.
i thought you had our backs even after it was over,
i thought you HAVE BALLS. ( guess i was wrong)
I thought you were our friend,
i thought.. we can be as close as we were after you and her was over.
NO.
NO.
NO.
You didn't have the dam guts to stand up for your FRIENDS that you known since form2. Seriously, with an attitude like that? You'll be friendless by the time your in college. Can't wait for that jackass. Just so you know, i really don't like you anymore so you can go to hell and rot there with you terrible guitar playing. (Y)

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Man, seriously, we gonna start this blog fight again?? BITCH, you better watch that mouth of yours. Don't act so fucking smart. DON'T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND I WON'T BACKSTABB THAT BOYFRIEND OF YOURS. OH! wait, i already did. :) and trust me, since you poison him with that mouth of yours. His GONNA have hell from now on since he loves to sleep in class and snor like a fucking pig. I already got him in trouble with our oh-to-kind English teacher. TRUST me, I'll make it harder for him from now on. BOTH of you can go to hell and have a fucking happily ever after. NOT! btw, i so am NOT sorry for what i did last year. Am pretty happy i did it too. Because well, THINK about it, HE LET ME. :) DIDN'T ONCE think about you. Hell, your just a waste of head room. Oh, and did anyone ever tell you, you need to laugh like a normal human being?? From what i can see, you're the prostitude here because well,

ONE: you laugh like your having an orgasm
TWO: you need to lose the FAKE accent
and
THREE: insult my girlfriend one more time and i'll make you pay.

Seriously, you haven't seen the devil in me yet bitch. But i'll take it all out on your little boyfriend who FYI, needs to grow some balls too. :) HEY, when he goes to you crying like a baby cos of what i did/do. you know who to blame. YES, yourself. Go rot in hell la. fyi, PRADA will NEVER want someone like you wearing/using their stuff. Gives them a bad name. ha.
OH OH OH! one more thing, LIKE is spelled L-I-K-E not L-Y-K-E. WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING IN OLEVELS. LIKE also cannot spell correctly. TSKTSK!

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I'm now done and feel much much better. *sign, why is the world filled with people like those?? WASTE OF SPACE la. :) GO BYE FOR NOW.

xo,
J.

Silent truth.

2010-06-25T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hello world! :D After a very very very long long long one month of not updating I'm finally going to update my dead-ass blog now. HAHA. FYI, I'm just gonna blog rubbish.

Brazil
vs
Portugal

In the end. who won?
......
....
..
.

no one. IT WAS A FREAKING DRAW. 0-0
i watched the whole fucking game yelling at the tv when brazil NEARLY scored and pulling my hair when portugal nearly scored. In the end, I had a "what the fuck" look. HOW IN THE RIGHT WORLD CAN BRAZIL DRAW WITH PORTUGAL! -.- i mean COME on! its BRAZIL! ): was pretty disappointed! Its the first time brazil didn't score if i heard right. mad sad. oh oh! and one more thing..
....

RONALDO SUCKS BALLS & HIS SOOO NOT CUTE. :)
haha.

Now, As a problem i always have. I don't know what to do blog about. HAHA. My life is VERY boring. Nothing special ever happens. OH if you count exams. haha oh well, i try to update more. bye for now. :)

my sexy messi ♥ ♥ hehe!

I want!! Can someone buy for me! ): OMG! messi has this shirt!! argh. ): ):

Me.

I ♥ Jasmine Han. HAHAH!

xo, J.

Life's a bitch.

2010-05-15T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hello all. Its 1.11am and i'm awake can't sleep. So i'm gonna update my dead ass blog for the first time in a month. :) Life has been.. suxy. bye.

P.s: i read for one reason. To run from reality.

signing off,
J.

I just want to fly away.

2010-04-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

Ever felt left out before? Know the feeling? well, i can tell you its suck BIG time. Been really depress lately. Pretty much my life is falling down around me. I tear every time small things happen. Piss when things don't go my way or reasons that are to mean to even type here. I keep asking myself if there's something seriously wrong with me? But every time i do i can never answer.

I don't know what's wrong with me now a days. I keep feeling like i'm losing everyone around me. Like i'm pushed to the back of everyone's life. ): i don't know.

I'm mother fucking depressed!!! :( i fucking wanna cry every second and there's no one with a tissue and to tell me its gonna be ok! :( I'm not important to anyone anymore. I think if i die no one would care. haihz.

signing off,
dead.

You could easily take my heart.

2010-04-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hello yaa. :) I'm gonna cut all the "hello, how you doing?!" crap. Anyway, Had cross-country last Saturday! At first, I wasn't planning to go because well, I'M LAZY AND WANNA SLEEP! EH! had to wake up at 7 k! so early. -.- Anyway, met up with the besties and bola bla bla. OH did i mention it was raining cats&dogs? So everyone was just waiting around praying the rain will stop before 830. But it didn't so we still had to run. So, you guessed it. We ran in the rain and to tell you the truth, IT WAS WAY BETTER THEN RUNNING IN THE FURRRKING HOT SUN! Besides killing a good hair day i qualified. :) got number 66 and no. No top 12 sadly. ( HAHAHAHA! PLEASE! who am i kidding?! i can't even run for lake run la. which btw, i didn't qualified. All i needed was 30 more seconds. -.- BITCH) Anyway, and here's the fun part, after getting my position card i walked into the guard house and being a clumsy bitch i am.. i fell and made mel scream xD ( she can't stop screaming for anything la) and to top it all off i fell in front of Nathan. AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAN SAID TO ME??!!!! " be careful, its wet. " #&*@^%#(@&$#&%)&#)%!!! HELLO?! LATE MUCH?! -.- and i looked at him and wanted to scream. whatever la. Then blood was dripping down my leg so mel was running around looking for tissue. haha. thanks to everyone who asked about it. :) Its fine now even if i can't really bend my knee or walk properly since my leg muscles is killing me now. ): my whole left leg dam cacat. :/ SAD! oh well. gets me out of pe for awhile :P anyway, the nasty picture will be posted later. :) BYEEE!!!

Trust no one at your back unless you want them to bury a knife in it

xo,
Joey.

Its time for a change.

2010-04-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

Hello all. My blog so dead. :( sad. haha. Where's all my readers?! HELLLOOO!!! :P hmm.. I don't really have anything to blog about. Was planing to blog about my rubbish but.. i think i'll do that tomorrow ;D lazyy laa. haha.

What i say here has nothing to do with any of my science stream friends. :) just making a point to a short form4 bitch. sorry k?

BTW TO SHORTIE: GOD BITCH, can you be so into your ugly/fulgy looking-self not to look in a mirror once in a while? OH right i forgot, You can't because the mirror would properly crack and shatter before you can take a look at your ugly face. Seriously, your fucking stupid. YES, I'm in art class and hell? I'm proud of it. Art class doesn't mean i DRAW only k? arts = business bitch. UNDERSTAND THAT WORD?! I can tell you this, I don't think your small penut of a mind can answer a perdagangan or ekonomi question k? THINK BITCH. Even if you find a cure for cancer and you want to SELL that cure you're gonna have to make a deal with a BUSINESS man/women not some scientist. At least what i study can be use in the future. Unlike you. :) Think la omg.. 7As so what when you can't even use your common sense. -.- Seriously stupid. -.- and your hair? yea, one word.. U-G-L-Y. You look like some lala gone wrong. -.-

xo,
Joey

The cheshire cat's smile reminds me of you.

2010-03-27T10:44:00.000-07:00

Hello all. :) Had an awesome day yesterday. When to collect my report card first and GOD! was i happy. haha all the teachers my mom saw were the teachers that like me and not like my bipolar ekonomi teacher which by the way has some psychotic emotional problem. -.- but all ended well and my mom didn't get mad. :P ( OH! and its been a year and a half since i told my mom about report card day. I have no idea how she found out xD ) So after that we cheong to pavillion with my mom and wen. Walked here and there. shopped bought a bag and watch avatar 3D since wen wanted to watch it. The asshole behind me was kicking my fucking chair so much i wanted to stuff popcorn up his old ugly ass. -.- whatever la. :) KARMA buddy! remember that. Anyway after the movie meet up with my mom and when for some ice-cream and walked around some more till bryan and his mom joined us. Then we went for dinner and it was YUMMY :D after that we went home. THE END! I so enjoyed my day! But i seriously need to get my moral project moving. i barely started. -.- GREAT. I shall start today. *ahem eventually ;) **pictures will probably be posted on the next post if i remember. PEACE! :)

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Now, I really wanted to forgive you. I really did. I wanted to text you back saying "yea, sure maybe i overreacted or something." But since you quote " I DON'T CARE" so why should i right? :) Yea, learn your fucking lesson and stop eye balling people. No one likes being look at with eyes like yours. So yea. And by the way, i meant what i said you really are pathetic. And stop lying admit it you hated me since last year because of what happened last year. Seriously? GROW UP. :) and i'm waiting for him to break up with you k? :)

And to whoever is "Guest" : Get your mother fucking facts straight please. I BARELY talk to her. So how can i control her? And i didn't ask her to apologize -.- she said sorry by her own free will. You really are stupid. And i think i know who you are. Because dear, Not many people knows about this. I only told a few people. So damn you to hell for it. :) you retard. Get a fucking life and mind your own dam business. Its not your problem so don't poke your fucking nose into it. Your a lifeless bitch. I hope karma bites your ass hard. :)

Remember something bitches, I'm a good friend but a bad enemy. :) Call me a bitch is nothing to me. I'm so use to it, it just blows of my shoulders. And tell you straight up I'm a bitch, asshole, retard, and anything else you can think off but at least I'm not lifeless like you two are. Hun, at least i HAVE a brain. :) two is most definitely better then one for the both of you. :) xoxo

xo,
Joey

Off with his head!

2010-03-18T09:45:00.000-07:00

Hello all. I'm here to blog about last friday! haha. Sorry, I know i'm late but you know procrastinating is a hard habit to lose. Anyway, FINALLY went to sunway with the dears. :) and shobana tagged along. Goof off in popular with random books and of cause camwhoring like crazy people. haha we were singing nursery rhymes and little kids were staring at us like we were some crazy bunch of retards but who cares?! :D In the middle of everything shobana had to go. ): continued the camwhoring till it was time for our movie. :) watched alice in wanderland 3D. It was pretty good but the glasses were killing my poor nose. After the movie walked around shopped abit here and there and ended in AA (AsiaAvanue) Took neoprints as always and walked some more. Bump into tons of SriKL people. haha (friday ma!) Then i when back, then Jiaen then Ingrid. All together it was awesome. :) Haven't gone out with them for like FOREVER. We most definitely enjoy ourselfs. (: OH! i forgot. When we went to Jusco cos Jiaen needed to buy sausages. While Q-ing she drop the pack on my dam TOE. xD I was jumping around like a retard cursing. haha And to top it all off my nail broke. ); hah. Nevermind la. It was a fiunny moment. :D PICTURES! :D ( If you want for details and pictures you can go to Melody or Ingrid's blogs. PEACE.) AND AND AND, This is a proper post in FOREVER! haha :P SO?! SUE ME! haha

8/10 :D

Useless camera i have ): cannot see! FAIL!

Loves! :D

Ingrid : Cure to blood pressure! Joey : Nursery Rhymes! Jiaen : NUMBERS! 123456789 xD

Ingrid says: FUCK you bitch. Joey says: ROCK ON BABE! Jiaen says: Can you help me? xD

MelodyChuaJiaEn LOVES twilight. :D what a fanatic! :P
Ahem* ok, we're fanatics too. So? Sue us! xD

Joey: WOAHHH!!!! Pokemon sooo NOT cute Ingrid: OOOHHH!!! the guys are gonna kill you. (HAHAH)

Shobana and Jiaen :)

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You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house you'd be home

xo,
Joey

Emo ):

2010-03-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

To tell you the truth?
I haven't been emo since.. I don't know when. My stupid heart is falling for the wrong person
and i can't seen to let it go. My life is complicated as it is and i don't need a jackass like him to make it even more complicated. Of all people! And the world is pack with 6billion people. And i have to fall for him out of the 6billion people. How mother fucking awesome is that?
I'm still cracking my brain thinking when was the last time I'm so annoyed when this feeling that i tear over it. And you know what? I can't remember because I never fell for a jackass. Well, you can add that to my list now. I'm so annoyed with myself i can slap, kick, punch and kill and god knows what else right this minute to anyone that gets on my effing nerve. Even in the mall i can't seem to get away from him because? i bang into his friend and start thinking rubbish. I try to so hard not to stare, peep, and anything else that goes with the word stalker-ish. Because I'm not. I keep telling myself "yea sure, your single. so what. Its not like its the end of the world. You still have your girls and other friends. But..." There's always that BUT there that can't seem to continue the sentence. Life's good but its also a bore. I can't seem to keep myself happy for a day. Yea sure, i laugh here and there but the things that goes on in my head never seems to take a break. Maybe its me? Hey, Its not the first time i'm thinking rubbish.

Telephone

2010-03-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

Have you watch lady gaga ft. beyonce new music video?? haha. I think its the MOST disturbing music video ever. But the song is nice. hahaha DON'T watch this if your parents are there. hahaha. NASTY. :P enjoy you horny people.!

By the way, did you know lady gaga is so so popular even my mom knows her? haha and seriously, my mom is total old school. But she must NEVER see the video. hahaha. :P

xo,
Joey

You're so pathetic bitch.

2010-03-14T11:21:00.001-07:00

Hello world. (: Promise i'll blog properly tomorrow. This post is for ranting. haha. sorry. you may leave if you want. top right hand Corner click the big red 'X' :)

First of all, I don't fucking care if you fucking hate me ok? (: Seriously, you're a weird chick who needs to fucking grow up and get a dam life. Don't just hate me cos we're close ok? It's not like i kissed him or anything. Don't fucking stare cock at me and think i don't know. I have eyes all around. Even if i can't see you rolling your mother fucking fish balls at me doesn't mean my friends won't see it. Yes, I know i'm tall and your not. I know i'm cooler then you will ever be and of cause I'm way lamer then you will EVER be in your pathetic life but seriously? Stop staring cock at me. Don't like me? FUCK OFF from my class. Ask him to go to your class instand. SHOW HIM OFF. GIVE A TATTOO TO HIM saying " HIS MINE HANDS OFF" I don't fucking care. But if you kill my friendship with him i can 100% tell you i'll make your life a living hell. GOT IT?! I'm seriously here bitch. Don't fucking mess with me.

P.S : I know my life is way better then yours. :) Don't need to get all jealous.

Take this k? :) can't wait for him to BREAK your fucking stupid heart. And don't worry i'll be there to laugh (SERIOUSLY LOUD) in your face. And do a dance to go with it.

xo,
Joey

SAGA :)

2010-03-14T01:49:00.000-08:00

:D its FINALLY out! I so can't wait!! hehe! HAN, CHUA, NG, TEH It's a date man! hehe :)

wanna watch with me?! MAKE A DATE! :D

edward so so so panas! :D

xo,
Joey

Total witch.

2010-03-06T22:11:00.001-08:00

Yo all! Sorry for not blogging much xD it's been forever. haha.. i'll blog properly "soon" :)
month test ended on friday. thank the gods. but i'm gonna fail pretty much everything
since i studied everything last min. and well yea.
guess that's what you get for not studying properly. yaaayy.. NOT!
the papers i'm 100% gonna fail is.... *drum roll*
SEJARAH, MORAL, EKO, AND SERAJAH! D: seriously.
i totally boom that fucking paper. arghh.. ): bye

xo,
Joey

I never thought it would be you.

2010-02-09T05:45:00.001-08:00

Yo people! Sorry for not blogging much. My blog so dead and boring la. No one visit also so no point rite? ;) Why am i lazy to blog?

1. i don't know what to blog about.
2. Every time i open new post my mind goes blank.
3. my laziness.
4. my procrastinating
5. THE WORSE RETARDED INTERNET IN THE WHOLE DAM WORLD.

Ha.. If you know me well enough then you'll now how lazy i can be. And to prove my laziness? I have 300++ pictures in my phone AND camera which i told myself i'll upload everything by the end of January and WHAT month isit now? February. So you see? laziness. MY EXTREMELY bad habit that i can't seem to lose. OH well, Old habits die hard. ;) haha. And now i don't know what to blog about. DAMMM!! Oh, Finally i uploaded all my pictures in my iphone. :P one down one to go. hehe! OH! Someone told her about a small, SHORT person that she thinks she very popular. hehe!!! *giggles* PUR-LEASE la! Your kinda of popularity is something you DON'T want. EVERYBODY IN SCHOOL THAT KNOWS YOU HATES YOUR MOTHER EFFING GUTS K?! (: Don't the perasan please. Your pictures are blinding enough. *roll eyes* SPM year = PAIN THE THE ASS. GOODBYE!!

The stars lean down to kiss you And I lie awake and miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly But I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a postcard to you, dear 'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue But it's not the same without you Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad 'Til I look at my hands and feel sad 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways Though I haven't slept in two days 'Cause cold nostalgia Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight I'll sit on the front porch all night Waist-deep in thought because When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter And heavy wings grow lighter I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew But I swear I won't forget you Oh, if my voice could reach Back through the past I'd whisper in your ear Oh darling, I wish you were here

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Oh, I'm still kicking my own ass for liking that retard. Of all people and after so long for not crushing on someone. i just HAD to crush on THAT PERSON! Someone shoot me PLEASE. :)

I don't want to like you
but i can't help myself.

life's a bitch,
karma's a bitch,
FATES a bitch,

hell? i'm a bitch,
just shoot me bitch.

random pictures.my art work. -.- click the picture for a better look.haha, If you had already watch shelock holmes you know this part. FUNNY! xD This is what my cousins, aussie cousins and i did xD

"Ma'lady, behind this pillow holds the key to my realest."
SEE!!! Horny gila! -.-
haha.. Ve shen's birthday present. :P just you wait, boy!

xo,
Joey

Sometimes when something is broken, Its best to leave it broken.

2010-01-31T06:54:00.000-08:00

You idiot, i miss you. Hurry up and come back already!!

♥

IHateYou,YouStupidMonkey! -.-

Automatic.

2010-01-22T06:06:00.001-08:00

Hello world. Its been long since i last updated. Jasmine is probably wishing i'll update my blog. xD CHEYY!!! perasan BUT i'm only here to blow off some steam. haha so if you wanna leave.. BYE! if not continue la. :______:

I really don't know were to start. But i do wish he'll go to hell for it. YOU MOTHER FUCKING DICK-LESS, PUSSY FACED, JACKASS, PENIS FACE, CARTOON IDIOT. Seriously, who do you think you fucking are? You big fat cry baby. CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR SO DESPERATE. You CRIED in class after your girlfriend broke up with you for like what? 2hours? -.- Yea, sure i admit i may have been a little to much last year but LET IT GO MOTHERFUCKER. Seriously slamming my bottle on the table, throwing my jacket on the floor, letting your extra papers fill my table and so on. What are you trying to prove?! your "manly-ness"?! PLEASE LA. My baby cousin is more manly then you. Don't think your above everybody ok. Truth is everyone in class hates your motherfucking cibai face. Trust me, seeing your fucking sohai face 5 days outta a week is enough to make me have nightmares for the rest of my life. You know what? I think your mother cried after she gave birth to you. Wishing she got an abortion instead. Now? I'm betting she wish she can throw herself over a cliff before she looks at your face. I seriously pity your family. TSKTSK. Seriously, go to hell and stay there oh wait, probably Satan and Hades doesn't want to see your face too. I HOPE YOUR DOOM TO WALK THE EARTH FOREVER or get torture in tantatos FOREVER. Go get a mother fucking life. btw, i hope she breaks your heart and spits on it soon. I promise to laugh (loud) in your face. :) see, i told you i can be nice. Don't try me fucker.

Take this. :)

AHHHH!!!!!! I feel so much better. :) Seriously, Why was he even born? -.- argh.. wtv. Time to change topic. Nothing to much to say laaaaa.. haha. oh yea, CAN'T GO FOR SUJU'S CONCERT!! :( D: :'( TEARRRRRR!!!** dam dam dam dam dam sad! No more tickets already. HAIHZ!! sad. :( oh well, boys like girls are coming here again. Maybe they'll throw a concert here too. ;) OH! i oh so love the song vanila twilight! well, i'm out!

xo,
Joey

Pants on the ground!

2010-01-15T08:33:00.000-08:00

watch the video. its hell funny! :)

LYRICS:
Pants on the ground
Pants on the ground
Looking like a fool with you pants on the ground
Gold in your mouth
Hat turned sideways, pants hit the ground
Call yourself a cool cat looking like a fool
Walking down town
With your pants on the ground! Pants on the ground

DONE, miss Jasmine Han. i updated.. :P

xo,
Joey

Just because you can, Doesn't mean you should.

2010-01-09T07:58:00.000-08:00

Oh dear lords! Oh, sorry! Should probably start with a Hi first. so HI! haa.. now as i was saying, OH DEAR LORDS! I haven't update my blog since last december. Sorry la been really really lazy and busy with stuff. you know school and all. :) First day of school was pretty such the same. But this year is my last year. Can't believe it! I feel so god for saking old! in assembly form5 sits on the steps now and when i do, i look out to the hall and think "DAM FUCK! fucking old already wei" and i tell ing and mel and they go "yea! WTF?!" -.- lifeless but true. Oh well, pretty happpy too means its one step closer for me to get the hell out of malaysia. :) Changing subject now.. Been going out alot since december with my cousins and going out again after they come back from shanghai. WHAT?! its been 8 years since i last saw them must spend time ma. heh.. Alot has happened but i'm just to lazy to update since eveytime i came back it was already 2+ so yea. lazy to update and because i'm a HUGE procrastinator. ( I didn't rap my books till the day before school started. and i did it at night!) so yea. I'll update more if i'm not lazy. :) BYE! a picture for the road?

I don't need anyone to tell me ily. I'll live my life to the fullest with or without someone beside me. :) HEY! you can hate me or love me. I DONT CARE.

P.S: BABE! You don't need a guy to tell you iloveyou. That's what mel and me are here for. We love you no matter what so don't be so upset and cheer up k?! :) We love you no matter what! <3

xoxo,
Joey

-.-

2010-01-07T05:50:00.001-08:00

i hate you. You're a ball-less dickhead that needs to fuck something up. You're a fucking retard and i wish i can see you and pull all your hair out. THANK THE GODS YOUR NOT IN MY SCHOOL. FUCK YOU, YOU DICKHEAD. ROT IN HELL. FAT LIAR!

The best of the best.

2009-12-22T09:27:00.000-08:00

Couple of days ago i got a suprise from my friends. They suprised me in redbox for my birthday and i'm so fucking touched! i love you guys!! <33

PICTURES ONLY! :)
Bottom to top yea.

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The yummy looking presents from boo khay, melo, ing, bryan, lilian, jas, ed, fong yi, kai loon and who am i missing out? xD wen doesn't count since she hasn't given me anything yet. But thanks babe!!

You know you love me. <3

xo,
Joey

Just so you know.

2009-12-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

Hello people. :) i'm here to blog! :)

Lets see.. OH RIGHT! my cousins from aussie came back a few days ago
so, yesterday we all met up in my other cousin's house for a big big big cousin Reunion.
haha. Wen, her idiotic brother and i were early so we talked and joke around while we waited for them.
all of a sudden my auntie shouts from down stairs asking us to come down
And so everyone when down and waited. Since its been so long since we saw them
We hear that my cousin hendrick when from short to super super tall.
so bryan (idiotic cousin) stood on a chair and hid behind the door.
and finally... They came! :D hugged all of them and the first thing we talked about was how tall he was.
And seriously? HE WAS FUCKING TALL. -.- 6'1 i think?? around there la.
and he was the tallest among all of us. haha. i was up to his nose for crying out loud. GOD!
short much? ):
i need to jump more. haha.
anyway, then we had some food and drinks and catch up with i don't know how many years.
and took some pics :)
and then we went for badminton. :D
boys played first so the girls sat and waited. it was fucking hot there.
was like a huge sauna room with sweaty people :P
then it was our turn.. warm up abit then we started playing.
wen and i VS kimberly and cyinthia. And in the end? They won by a landslide.
haha.. 21 to 10 i think.
Then we rested while my uncle played with them. Then we called us over and we took over.
then it was Kim and i VS cyinthia and casendra.
It was a close match but they won by one point. But it was ok
since it was about spending time with them. haha..
then we left and when back to the house to chance for swimming and when to the club house.
swim, swim and swim some more till 8 something then got out take bath, change and went for dinner.
finish around 9 then when back to the house to wait for bryan. (he went for some football thing)
By the time he reqached it was 11.25 so everyone rush for roti canai xD
And we had alot of FOOD! roti canai, roti planta, roti tissue, maggie goreng and a hell lot of drinks.
My cousin dexter had nothing to do so that ding dong ordered "milo ais tambah milo" and when it came it was so
thick he had to add water. xD
And it was kinda gross. :P finish about 12.30?
and we said our goodbyes. reached home by 1 stoned take bath and sleeeeep! :D
Lucky, I'll be seeing them again this saturday :)
and my cousin from new zealand by then. HA! told you it was a big cousin reunion.
so after saturday i'll be pretty busy. Have lots of parties and not to forget MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! :)
don't forget my prezzies people! : D

P.S: pics will be posted some other time when i'm not lazy to plug in my phone :)

xo,
Joey

Estoy cansado de dejar a mi caída de rasgones.

2009-12-10T09:29:00.000-08:00

This post will be in different languages because i don't want to let everyone know. And i won't let you know what language i'm using guess if you wanna find out. But i will tell you this, its mix with a few of my favorite languages in the world.

Lo que sé ahora es que la cotización que arreglé "no cuenta con nadie. Sólo la cuenta en usted" es verdadera. No daré mi cree y destinos y sueños y confianza a alguien más. Mis mejores amigos llamados son totalmente implican con su mí que su sólo inútil para luchar contra mi camino en. totalmente me rindo. No puedo esperar antes de que yo salga del país y consiga una nueva vida y nuevos amigos. Estoy totalmente cansado y sólo quiero gastar mis días el próximo año liberan de todos ustedes.

totus ego umquam volo eram a secui per pauci of meus proximus amicitia. Tamen vultus amo suus non gonna venio mihi huh? Vultus amo vestri iam absentis. You're unus of meus optimus amicus quod you've been illic pro sulum , sulum tamen mihi. quondam quod plurrimi maximus dies ego postulo vos futurus me vos can't. minimus vos could have perfectus eram dico vestri parentes mane sic they would teneo quam quaero. alieno is I'm non gonna celebrate anymore. I'll iustus subsisto domi quod putesco. ego don't postulo vestri dictata quod diligo.
Vita est non totus super gauisus endings , illic usquequaque a intorqueo.

Hacen daño profundamente a mí que no quiero hasta afrontarle ahora mismo. No sé hasta si yo debería ir a la fiesta de promoción más.

Voy la cuenta en mí ahora y no en usted.

I'm tired of crying for you,
i'm tired of fighting and arguing with you,
all i want now is to be left alone and get my mind together,
don't think just because i don't cry much doesn't mean i don't have tears,
i cry in the rain so you all won't know,
to let the rain cover the tears from you,
well, i'm saying it here now,
its already gone.

bonus censeo.
Joey

Tsoulus!

2009-11-30T09:01:00.000-08:00

Hello. :)

I'm just here to let everyone know something and that is.......

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 WEEKS! :D

I'll be waiting for all my PREZZIES!!! DON'T forget! faster go mark your calendar DEC 30! :P

I'LL BE WAITING!!!

xo,
Joey

Your the moon in my sky.

2009-11-29T09:53:00.000-08:00

Yo sexy people. :)

Just a little updated! 3 movies in one weekend is so dam FUN! :P

Met up with some people for like 10mins xD HAHAHA! Anyway, the movies are....

Seriously, This show was freaking awesome even if its about christmas. :P i rate it... 8/10 :)

OK people, Listen up! The world may end in 3years! so, live it to the fullest and if you wanna really enjoy it. Go kill someone and get away with it before the world ends. HAHAHAH!! i rate it... 9/10 :)

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST...

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NEW MOON!!! : D OMFG! Well, what can i say? HMMM.!! :D Edward was FUCKING HOOOOT! The middle was kinda boring because it was all about JACOB. Haha, maybe its because i don't like him even if i think his body was totally HOT but edward was still the hottest! :D I couldn't stop giggling when i see his face. And its so dam freaking sweet in the ending. :) GO AND WATCH PEOPLE! :DD When to watch it with jasmine, kim, lilian and carl wen. :) i rate it..... 100/10! :DD Can't bloody wait for eclipse! :D EDWARD BANYAK BANYAK BANYAK PANAS! OH! and i'm loving JANE! She's dam omg. :P going to watch it with mel again, But she keep canceling on me and its getting annoying.. >:(

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And once again i pierced my ear. xD On my right side.

Should i pierce my tongue next? :D

bump into alan. :) when home and done. CYA!

xo,
Joey

Happy sweet 16! :)

2009-11-21T04:11:00.000-08:00

YO!! I'm back from Ingrid's place. :) And i'm here to blog about Huixin's birthday party. so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIXIN! :)

woke up around 10. When to ing's house and watched charmed. haha i know she is totally obsessed with that show. Then cheong to mel's place and we walk to the nearby shops for a menipedi. After that cheong back to mel's place bla bla bla.. Ing's dad came and we choeng to SP for awhile. To eat and find an extra present for huixin. Then krys joined us. bla bla bla.. when back to ing's place and got ready. We were rushing like fuck because we were late and mel's mom was on the way. Rush rush rush.. Then mel's mom came got in.. bla bla bla.. reached, When to find long bar. Not bad, nice place. haha.. first couple of hours was boring but after 11pm things got interesting. HAHAHAH.. I got drunk like LITERALLY DRUNK! xD It was weird because after drinking the first 10mins i was ok. Then i started getting dizzy and i can't stand properly. haha.. Then.......... i crash. xD And i found out that i'm seriously stubborn when i'm drunk? xD i didn't wanna walk anywhere, eat anything, drink anything. and for that? i got alot of love marks or what i like to call it finger nail love marks from my friends who FORCE lemons into my mouth. Made me dam geram like anything. I was just thinking "leave me alone, i wanna fucking sleep" LOL! Thanks to the following people who got me sober! xD mel, ing, krys, cali, and kaijie xD HAHAHAHAH!! :P When i got a little batter everyone started asking me.. "JOEY! i sae you weii, you ok ar?" and my answer is always the same " *nod head.* haha then... DOT DOT DOT.. something something.. ahem ahem ahem!! hahaha.. :) SHHH! secret! then when back around 2 plus? got back by 3 took bath and had a fucking hangover. -.- then when to bed. HAHAH!! and middle of the night i was turning and i bang my head against the cupboard. HAHAHAHA and i woke ing up. :P anyway.. when to sunway after that.. walked bla bla bla bla.. THE END! :D BYE! pics will be posted on the next post.

dot dot dot..

2009-11-18T10:25:00.000-08:00

i want to update my blog but i'm lazy. ):
bye.

Nothing more then a lie.

2009-11-09T04:39:00.000-08:00

hey people. I'm here to blog about PD and ingrid's birthday. :)

Anyway, Wen woke me up and told me she could go to the mall part but can't go to the DP part. (kinda sad) then i wanted to go back to sleep till my alarm wakes me up but ing called asked me where i was then told me it starts at 10. ( It was already 10 xD haha!! was planning to wake up at 10.15) so jumped out of bed rush rush rush.. Rushed wen as well. Then cheong to ing's house then to sunway. Waited in starbucks till alex. kai loon, hendro and mel joined us. Then fong yi and anna. Cheong to pizza hut after that. talked, joked, bla bla bla.. then ed came. Then me and mel went to get the cupcakes. She was surprised when we brought it in. :) sang happy birthday to her ate and when to watched ninja.

i rated it a 5/10. ding dong show.

Then had a little drama with ahem ahem.. But in the end everything turned out fine. Then went to starbucks to wait for ing's dad. Camwhore while we waited. Send wen back first. :) then waited some more. Then her dad came. Said our byes and end of story.

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Cheong to PD after that. On the way everyone slept in the car except for mel. So she stoned while everyone ZZZZzzzz. Then i woke up and we started talking and laughing then krys woke up and last ing. All joked till we reached PD. Seen 3 accidents on the road to PD. < style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">4cans of 100plus, 4 cans of milo, 2 packs of apple juice, 2 chipters, dried sotong, 1 small bottle of strawberry milk, 3 cup maggies, 1 cup of instant porridge, grapes, dried fish strip thingy, 2 bags of roller coaster, 1 big bottle of ki-ka-po? (don't know how you spelled that. xD ) , 2 big bottles of mineral water, 4 bottles of different vodka, ( low alcohol laaa. and no one got drunk! ) , the peas thingy and thats it i think? haha..!! Hell alot rite?? And we finished everything in 2 days. LOL! oh and ing brought along a melon? i think. haha. Then we went for a carbbie dinner and omfg, it was soooo good!! :D teached mel the right way to eat. Then left for the hotel. In the car we were talking about brains before beauty and we made a new one!! the triple B! and it stands for.... Brains, Boobs and beauty. HAHAH!! remember, Ingrid, Joey, Krystal and Mel made it! :) Then we pig-ed out in the hotel room. while we watched 2 movies

You already know what i'll rate it. haha!!! 100/10! :), a Cinderella story and bring it on. But i can't find the right one we watched. But i rated it a 8/10.

anyway, We watched the movies till it was 2 to 3 something then everyone kong-out. Was suppose to wake up at 7.30am but everyone was hell tired. Finally woke up at 8.30. haha.. Then we cheong for breakfast. But it didn't happened. So we ate maggie for breakfast. HAHAHA. how unhealthy we are. :) Which eating watched another bring it on. :P

didn't get to watch the end but i rate it a 7/10.

Oh, and we watched twilight on the second day not the first. hahaha, then go ready and cheong to check out. Then we drove for 2 hours looking for a place to eat. hahaha!! xD ate thai rice in the end. Freaking hot but super nice.! The beach there was so so so NICE! :D took some awesome pics then cheong to go-carting in extreme park. First time first time. And it was freaking awesome! :D Then we to eagle park or wtv its called. When oh a horse ride for the first time and it felt like i was gonna fall off soon. But it was fun hehehe.. Then we went go-carting again but this time it was harder cos it was so turny.. But i made it. :) we went two by two so mel and i, krys and ing. mel and i when first and finished then it was krys and ing;s turn. But in the middle of ing's second round she bang the wall so she wanted to call for help and ended up burning her hand. Hope she is okie now! :) Then we said bye to PD and started out 1 hour drive back to KL. Ing's dad send me back home. thank you uncle! :D Then had a super fast shower and cheong to wen's house for dinner. Then she came over and we joked, played the PS2 and she went home. i took my bath and died on the bed. The end.

I learned a great deal of stuff that day..

Never trust anyone who puts their boyfriends first. Cos a day before that was suppose to met up with someone since she was gonna be there for while but she ditched me for her bf since she bump into him and his friends. And we were planning it since Thursday. But it looks like her bf is more important then her friend. We've been planning to meet up if she was there even for awhile. Looks like i got chop into half. And wth she admitted it. Which made me even more geram. How to do you think it made me feel? Getting ditched by one of your best friends? Do you even know how hurt i was?? Don't you freaking say they bought tickets! least you could have done is look for me for awhile but noooo.. your bf was more important. Then why don't you look for him for advice next time when you have a dam problem. Ask yourself how would you feel if i suddenly ditched you for my bf har? tell me la. You would probably feel sad and hurt too ok and when you admitted it while you were smiling did you know how much i wanted to just run away and cry somewhere?? And besides, if it wasn't for me. you wouldn't even have met him. sorry to sau, But you hurt me alot. I hope you know how i freaking feel.

xo,
Joey

MAIN SELAMAT! :P inside joke

2009-11-06T09:20:00.001-08:00

Its been long since i updated. So to start everything off i'll like to wish..

INGRID NG a HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY! :D ( sorry, a little late :P BUT i did wish her! HA! eat that)

Hun, hope you enjoy your sexy birthday!! Its been 3 to 4 years since we're been friends and it looks like there's no stopping us now. You're all high and funny and the bubbles in the bubble-tea, the cherry on top of a sundae and the laughing gas in the gang. We wouldn't be us without you. so remember this my dear.. I LOVE YOU & WE LOVE YOU!! :D We're been though it all and we can fight together to be on top of the world. ;D and remember that i'm always here for you. LOVES! XOXOXOXO!!

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Went to sunway with wen today. So yes it means i ponteng school and thanks to li dhing she told me in our class only 2 people turned up. xD Which tell me lucky i didn't go to school. HA! :) Anyway, Was suppose to meet up with mel but... DOT DOT DOT.. Won't say anything. Watched the time traveler's wife. i rate it an 8/10! The ending was so sad. I CRIED xD hahaha.. ok la, not cried just teared up. :) GO WATCH IT!! FAST FAST!! Looked for someone's birthday present. And i think i hit the jack-pot. :P anyway.. lazy to elaborate so.. let the pics do the talking!! : D

HHAHAHAHA!! this is what bored cousins do. :P we play with our non eaten food. :P BYE!!

P.S: can't wait for PD with the girls. :)

xo,
Joey

I'm title-less.

2009-10-31T09:51:00.000-07:00

Its a small small world!!

HA! i don't even know why i typed that. It just came into my head. Now, lets see what i did today xD woke up at 2 something, ate, mom suggest to go OU and BOOM! that was it. Called wen i got ready. LAST of cause and then we were on our way.. When looking around for a dress for prom but.. OMFG!! so many dresses all also dam weird looking. -.- some so long some so short. Some look like ah-ma only. i tried on so many but all also cannot. so i just gave up. :P Then when to forever21 to look. Got one fat looking thing they called a dress xD so after that chao to MPH. got like 7books i magazine total prize? 200++. haha.. it was WORSE ok. Before i cut like 3 books out, it was like 370 something. See! how good am i to cut down? :P SAVE MONEY! Then went for dinner makan makan.. FINISH. Bought famous aamos (study snack!) then go home. How cool, I'm having exams didn't go anywhere but i have PRESENTS! :D A spongebob from chuwen cos she went to langkawi, sweets and a scarf from my brother's girlfriend cos she went to hong kong.!! :D how so so sweet! :) will post the pictures tomorrow.. BYE!

xo,
Joey

Webcaming with my JASMINE! xD

2009-10-30T09:30:00.000-07:00

Tongue!
LALA!
I'm candid : she on the other hand was messing up her hair. HAHA
EMO!
no comment! :D

We are JUST TO COOL! HAHAH!!

Plus the other 2 in my latest post. ;D

xo,
Joey

I will fail. ):

2009-10-30T07:23:00.000-07:00

I'm sad. ):

Let's see.. Sejarah was a pain in the ass nothing i studied came out!! HOW MOTHER FUCKING PISSING OFF IS THAT?! -.- It was like, *write name, open paper, read questions, PANIC, close paper and stone/sleep. How pro is that? Same thing happened today with maths and accounts. But for accounts its WORSE, I WAS SO BORED THAT I MADE A COMIC. XD hahaha!!! literally. :P I'll post it tomorrow or something.. I'm lazy to go take my camera and take the picture and plug it into my laptop. Maybe because i'm lazy to walk and my back is KILLING me. But i'll tell you what isit about.. Its about ACCOUNTSFOBIA! xD HAHAAH!!! I told you i was bored. And it was a 2hour 30min paper. And its dam dam dam dam DAM lame!! haha. EXAM FAIL LIKE SHIT!! omfg! ><

Everyone!! Faster go download oovoo!!! dam cool! can webcam with like 6 people! :D FAST FAST! then add me! :)

xo,
Joey

Sejarah is HISTORY! xD

2009-10-27T10:09:00.000-07:00

I'm so so so so sooooooooooo DEAD! wanna know why??

SEJARAH PAPER TODAY!! WTF?!

Worse part?! Nothing is going into my head. Its like i'm reading everything but the info doesn't want to stay in my head. They just fly OUT! ARGH!! How to pass like that? btw, i'm gonna die for the next 2days too. Cos Thursday Maths 1&2 Friday Accounts 1&2. TALK ABOUT KILL ME NOW!!!!!!! -.- well, i'm off to blow my head off and probably stone and start camwhoring and then kong out. What a party.. Cya.

P.S : 14 papers to FREEDOM!

xo,
Joey

There's no such thing as happy endings.

2009-10-20T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hello to the people.

I'm bored. So i'm going to blog for fun. Let see what should i start with? oh rite.. exams.. 3 More days. *yaaay* NOT! I'm so not ready. I can't concentrate on anything!! Why is the world full of distractions?! I can barely remember anything for sejarah, perdagangan and moral. ( When you come to form4 MORAL matters. A total waste of time if you ask me) I'm 100% screwed for maths and accounts there's no help there. I think i can pass accounts but maths is a NO DAM WAY. -.- Its 2weeks of pure hardcore torture and nerdyness i have 16 papers to get to freedom. After that? the 'extra' 2weeks of school?? I'm staying at home lazy to go. My mind is already in a holiday mood i'm stressing out just because of exams or else i'll be happy to burn all my books. -.- I'M SERIOUSLY JEALOUS OF THE FORM3s. Okok, I'll stop with school. I can't take it anyway.. I can't wait for new moon to come out!! ZOMFG!!! :D Edward cullen and alec looks helllllllll PANAS and well, i hate to admit it but jacob too. But he just makes me want to punch the lights outta him so annoying la the fella! Always kacau bella and edward. :P or maybe i just dislike him to much. TEAM EDWARD!! Oh hey.. just to remind all my readers and friends.. AHEM AHEM.. MY BIRTHDAY IS 3 MONTHS AWAY 2 if you don't count this month. PEOPLE, i'll be waiting for my presents! 30.12! remember to mark your calendar. And yes, i'm not kidding about the date. :) young maaaa!! hehehehe~!

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Now, time to BITCH! :P you might wanna just scroll down k? i think its long. ;D

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU i hate you no! i hate your dam guts. I wander what the fuck i saw in you. Your a completely waste of time and i wish i never met you. Now i have to put up with your shit. I'm not some toy ok, Talk to me when no one choi you throw me aside when you have. Fuck you ok no one treats me like that. I'll screw you over if you do. I tried being nice to you all the time do you know the countless times you made me so mad i can just blow my head off screaming at you. But i took pity on you cos no one likes to see me mad. Some has and they didn't like it. You can ask them if you don't believe me. I'll made you feel like a useless piece of shit. And i hope you do. JACKASS, PLEASE GO ROT IN HELL. BTW, That picture of her nearly made my eyes blind she's so ugly she can make babies cry when they look at her. I hope she has a fucking retarded life. -.-

xo,
Joey

Soh.. soh.. SOH LAO! xD

2009-10-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SOH BOO KHAY! :) This time i'm NOT late people. haha.. Enjoy your birthday SOH SOH! :) OH! and hope you "love" your present. haha. remember to show us ar. :P XO!

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I WILL GET MY EARS PIECE AGAIN! WATCH ME SRI KL! HAHAHA.. LOL! how lame is that? But i want to piece my ears. 3 more holes. hehe.. :) And now, WHO IS THE FUCKING CIBAI JACKASS THAT PAO MY EKONOMI NOTEBOOK???!!!! IF I FIND OUT WHO TOOK IT. I'LL MAKE SURE YOU WON'T LIVE TO SEE THE NEXT MORNING. F.U.C.K.E.R!

xo,
Joey

Sweet dreams.

2009-10-14T09:12:00.001-07:00

Happy belated birthday to EDMUND CHEEEEEEEEEE!!! :) (sorry la. i'm only 12mins late. :P )

Anyway.. I going to be on a strict diet or dietS.

Diet 1: diet from the tv, computer, horror books, texting and napping.
Diet 2: stop eating so much!
Diet 3: sleeping late and burn midnight oil sooner or later because i STILL haven't study. :)

HAHAHAHA!!! i like diet 2&3 better then diet 1. Because diet 1 sounds like pure torture. There's no way i can stop texting or my horror book reading or tv! I can handle not using the computer for 2weeks or so because if you re-call i didn't come online for a month an a half. And even better i can just borrow chuwen my computer since hers is in the shop. :P SEE!! i'm such a nice cousin!! WEN! COME ONLINE AND SAY THANK YOU! Oh yes, what is wrong with hugging your guy friend?? -.- seriously, doesn't mean i hug the dude his my boyfriend ok. -.- THAT WAS JUST A JOKE. It was for laughs i SO do not like him other then a good friend. Hey?! we were close in form3 ok. Go grow some balls and pussys please. Not like you haven't huged a guy before. I do everyday la.. Doesn't mean i'm in a relationship with ALL of them. GOSH, Talk about brain-less.

GET THIS STRAIGHT, I DO NOT LIKE HIM OTHER THEN A VERY GOOD FRIEND.

GET IT, GOT IT?!
read it, understand it, remember it and then EAT it. -.-

This is what we are OK!.

9 more days to finals = 9 more days to my dooms day. ):

xo,
Joey

Clock's ticking bitch.

2009-10-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

14 days left to finals.
Haven't study yet, haven't touch my books yet,
i have to start burning midnight oil,
going to GG some papers..
LIKE?!
ACCOUNTS! MATHS! SCIENCE! PERDAGANGAN! D:
I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING FAIL!!!
*someone, please go bomb my school.* hahah
so dam jealous of the PMR students. -.-!
i miss does times.. ):
at the end?
what am i still doing??
BLOGGING! UNBELIEVABLE! ><
talk about lazy. haha!!
ok, i'm just talking crap because i'm bored outta my mind.

TOP 10 THINGS ON MY TO-DO-LIST :

1. STUDY!
2. Do well in finals
3. Party like hell
4. Clean out my room
5. Go out with people i promised
6. Stop being emo
7. WATCH NEW MOON WITH EVERYONE!
8. Get books i want!
9. Go out with the cousin
10. LOVE MYSELF more then YOU! :)

meaning?? JUST TO KEEP ME BUSY!! make a date with me people. ;D

xo,
Joey

The big moon in the sky..

2009-10-03T09:56:00.000-07:00

Hello pretty people! :) Happy Mooncake festival!! the moon looks super nice today :) its all big, white and beautiful!! haven't seen it yet? GO OUT AND SEE IT NOW! :D Well, went out for dinner with my family.

AND IT WAS COOL.
'Cos my awesome cousin, Claire came. ;)
I think you know it's not Joey talking here now.
The internet con. here sucks for my comp. :( Keeps dc-ing. Grahhh.

Aamos, Dex and Kim came late. Such true Malaysians. Tsk tsk.
There wasn't enough crab to eat. :(
Joey gave Claire the only crab pincer.
'Cos she's kind to her Cool Cousin like that. ( correction because JOEY is NICE. I know some of you are going YEA RITE. OR MY ASS LA. OR WHEN PIGS FLY. OR whatever else you can think off. )
:D

Was supposed to go to the Park at Aamos and etc.'s house.
To view the beeeeeyoootiful (retarded way of spelling beautiful) Moon.
But it was canceled. :( So disappointing.

I'm so jealous seeing people play with the candles. We are.
You're never too old to play with candles, you know?
And candles are sooo pretty. The flames flickering in the night. :)

Lots and lots of love,
Claireeee! :)

SPREAD THE LOVE YAY!
P.S: First time I typed a blog post for her...

...YAY!

-.-!!! excuse the SERIOUSLY lame cousin. somehow i don't think she understands the concept of " help me type my post about today because i want to take my bath. and not about her" TSK TSK!!! but WHATEVER! Anyway, HELL disappointed about not getting to go to my cousin's house. Got kinda mad about it. This year is super sad because its like the first year in years that my family is not celebrating moon cake festival. ):HELL sad. its like a tradition for so many years d. SAD! so to let all the sadness out? wen came over and turn out sleeping over. hahaha!! and she just said " I'm here.! that's me that's me!" -.- SO WEN!! xD what can i do?! anyway, seriously jealous of all the people who are playing with candles and lanterns in the park. WHY MUST MY MOM THROW ALL THE EXTRA BOXES OF CANDLES FROM LAST YEAR?! D: super sad. haha!! but oh well, i guess there's always next year? but.. its SO LONG LONG LONG away. yack! I always think of many things to blog about but when i sit in front of the comp my mind go BLANK! how annoying IS THAT?!!! ARGHH.. talk about short term memory lost. I should probably write everything down next time. haha. anyway, i gtg! have to bob with the cousin again!! till next time ASSES!! no pics today.

Song of the week : good girl's gone bad & you'll find your way home.

P.S: she is heartbroken. :)

xo,
Joey

i love you.

2009-09-26T09:17:00.001-07:00

Hello pretty people.. I'm here for a special moment in my life.. i got my baby!! ♥ :D i love him like hell, his my baby and i love him! MWAHXX!! ♥

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you fucking tell me this is so hell cute! xD teddy and my iphone. :)

My long long line of phones.. xD lets start from the right.. my Z610i to my W910i to krystal's W595 to my now WHITE IPHONE 3GS. WAHAHA! xD LAME.

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HAHAAH!! bet some of you thought i got a boyfriend or something right? hahah WRONG. I'm single but unavailable :P my heart belongs to someone right now. hah.. And maybe its to my iphone or my little bear or to someone else.. who knows eh? Only the besties know. haha. But they won't let it out. Its our little secret. :D how cute is my teddy bear?! i love him to BITS! ^^ well, ta-ta!!

*ThePostWasJustToShowOffThePhone. :P *

xo,
Joey

Its just for you..

2009-09-24T11:09:00.000-07:00

I just need to get this out because its eating me inside and i just need to let you know how much you mean to me..

You're always with me,
in my thoughts,
my brain,
my heart,
and my soul,
i hate myself for doing something stupid 3 years ago,
and now?
its too late to say i'm sorry face to face,
You're about 1000miles away in some other land,
somewhere not near me,
it kills me inside to think what i have done to you,
3 years back,
i hate myself for doing that,
its one of does times where i wish i had a time machine,
so i can turn back time and say sorry before it was too late,
but now?
all i can do is to keep you in my heart,
no one knows how much your killing me inside,
how much i want to hug you,
and say i still like you,
but you will never know the truth,
that train has left the station 3years ago and its not coming back,
all i can do now is be your friend and nothing more,
i hope you know i'm always here for you,
there so much more i want to say,
but i don't think i can ever say it again,
you will always be that someone special in my heart,
that cherry on top of the sundae,
and to let you know how much you mean to me,
i still have your present you given me that time we met,
i can't sleep without it,
it keeps the nightmares away at night,
it keeps me company when i'm alone,
it makes me happy just to look at it,
it smells like you sometimes,
it makes me smile,
it makes me it re-call the times we fight over it,
and most of all?
it reminds me of you..
i never kept it away in some box after you left,
its still with me and always will be,
after you were gone from here,
it hit me again right in the face,
how much i miss talking to you,
how much i miss listening to your voice,
you will never know the truth,
and just to you..
your special.. :)

*to people who knows who i'm talking about.. Please keep it to yourself. :) only a few knows so SHHH!!!

Hong Kong. Part 2

2009-09-23T09:55:00.000-07:00

Pictures of Hong Kong. :)
*Please start from the bottom for the pictures.*

All this. haha.. hell lots of crap. And i didnt count my mom's stuff. ;)
Plus all this.. =
Plus this..
Plus this..
This..
In the plane on the way back. (:

I seriously love this 2 pics!! :) so dam cute.
So sexylicious! :)
Wen's kawan. HAHA! *inside joke*

Wen and her kawan!

THIS was hell YUMMY! :D

LOOK! its bruce lee.
Its chow yun fat!
jackie chan!
Lai tak wah! :)
my lame conv with wen about jet li xD

Joey: *takes the picture*
Joey: WEN!!! WHO THE HELL IS JET LI??!!
wen: WTH??!! YOU DONT KNOW WHO JET LI IS??!!
Joey: *think think* OH OH OHHH!!!! omg! the kung fu fella ar?
wen&Joey: *laugh like some nut case*

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH!!! LAME RITE?
Mui yim fong, ainta
Talk about fat much?? -.-

The crazy awesome view! :)

i love this picture. :)

she was sitting on the ground. haha
the great view.
Wen's ipod and mine.

Yup. she is going to kill me. haha.. anyone want my lappie? xD
my sunnies! :D

my ERRhole and me! xD hahaha * inside joke*
Oh so cute! :)

hell cute but hell sick.xD my auntie and mom.
All the aunties :)
my mommy and me! <3

The wen and The joey. :D
Lobster!!
wen is gonna kill me! xD
This is the hong kong way to tambah air. -.-

Click for a larger picture & see the junk they throw on the roads. ><

My lazy BOSS. xD hahah..

The seriously small toilet. My mom's toilet is bigger then this. -.-my mom's bed room can eat the whole hotel room. haha
The cousin and me. :)

i like this picture. :D

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FINALLY~!!! GOD, I HAVE A JACKASS INTERNET!!! SO ERRR!!! -.-

I seriously enjoyed hong kong so much. I'm sad its over but happy to be back. haha.. Did i mention how much cute guys hong kong have?? hahaha. seriously, every conner i turn too there is a hot guy there. :P But they are like vampires. In the mornings and afternoons there aren't many but when the sun goes down.. WOAH!!! they come out. Dam freaking cute. hahaha :) okok, i sound like this crazy-never-see-before-guys girl. LOL! They also have porn magazines seriously people.. PORN MAGAZINES IN THE OPEN! -.- i saw 2 girls bargaining with the paper seller for 2 porn magazines and i was totally grossed out. TALK ABOUT BEING OPEN?! Then i saw a lesbo couple in the subway too. Wanted to take a picture but i was scared they will come after me. HAHA. and there were hookers too. -.- The people there were pretty rude too no one really helps you or anything. You ask someone a question and if they don't know the answer they just walk pass you like your not there or you're a wall. GOSH! talk about R.U.D.E MAN, i'm happy to be staying in malaysia. :) its time to come back! And if your wandering about the ERRhole thing? its an inside joke with wen. HAHAHA. remember you ERRHOLE!! xD YOU ARE YOU ERRR!!:P

*Please take note that i type this and part 1 very very fast. So please ignore all mistakes, spelling errors and broken sentences. thanks!! ^^
*Please take note that friends presents are not in the pictures. It is pure confidential till they get it. Then you can ask them to take pictures. haha. (:

xo,
Joey

Kong Hong. Part 1

2009-09-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO TO THE WORLD~!! Joey's BACK..!! :) Bet you missed me. HAHAHA! kidding.!!

* Don't mind the ugly drawing. xD*
Guess i should blog about Hong Kong.. Fine fine, If i must i must. :) FYI, If you don't like reading my bloggie you better go because its gonna be seriously LONG. :)

Day 1
Woke up at 5.30am took my bath locked up everything and when downstairs to eat. waited till 6.30am then went over to wen's house (her dad was our ride xD ) We nearly ran out of room. Since all of us brought big fat and mostly EMPTY suitcases. Reached the airport, checked in and boarded the airplane. It took 3hours and 30mins to get there so.. i stoned, watched movies and KONG-ED for an hour and a half. Woke up and still got like 25 more mins so stoned and talk and laugh with wen. And FINALLY reached Hong Kong and it was as hot as malaysia. -.- literally! Got on the but and when to the hotel to check in. After that we were free so we when out for lunch. ( it was a free and easy and do wtv you want trip. ) when to some shop for lunch. And it had the weirdest sitting thing. It was like.. see an empty sit FASTER sit. -.- WEIRD. so wtv.. Cut the boring crap. Was eating half way and suddenly there was a fight OVER A FUCKING SIT! dam wtf wei.. The guy punched the girl right in the eye and it bengkak straight away like a fish ball. And then the police came. bla bla bla.. What a way to say.. "welcome to hong kong" haha. anyway.. walked around and bought stuff. bla bla bla.. And had dinner after that everyone walked some more till 10 something maybe? Then we when for dessert. YUM! it was nice. :) when back to the hotel after that. it was arolund12 i think. And... END OF FIRST DAY. xD haha.

Day 2
Woke up around 6.30am got ready and when down to the lobby. *cutting the crap* After breakfast when city-seeing. xD I was looking forward to only one place. And that is SHOPPING at the end. :) They brough us to all kinds of crappy places. And we had lunch at 3. 3! thats like TEA! arghhh.. I was like.. GOD i was HUNGRY. haha.. after that FINALLY when to that mall. :) bought hell lots of stuff. Got my jacket, shoes and clothes.. and i think thats it? when back to the hotel. bla bla bla.. It wasn't very long. haha.. END OF SECOND DAY.

Day 3
Woke up the same time.. Then for the first time i took the MRT. Its called MRT in hong kong *don't ask me. xD when to mong kok, tsuen wan, jordan and.. i think thats it. :P shopped all the way. walked till my legs feel like breaking into pieces. -.- had Mcds for dinner. xD half way eating there was this grandma next to us. She was pretty weird. She sat there and all of a sudden got up and got a coke half way drinking she started burping. IT WAS HELL GROSS! we were half way eating. EWW!! then she got up and left and i ended up giving her a few nickname.. Belching Grandma, Granny Belchie and Battle of the Belching Grannies take note: chuwen came up with the names too! :P *dont ask * then when to avenue of the stars.. took some pictures.. half way walking i suddenly got gastic. HURT like shit was feeling cold and all that. i freaked my mom out. xD haha. But everything turn out ok after a cup of hot water and some chinese medcine. (: now everyone is telling me to eat eat eat.. GOSH! fat much? haha.. when back to the hotel after that.. END OF THIRD DAY.

Day 4
Woke up around 8. Took the MRT to jordon and had breakfast. And started to shop again. HAHA! bought a hell lot of stuff. LITERALLY my hands felt like breaking into two. -.- bought more things things things and finally started buying stuf for my friends. Mostly anyway, stuff there is so dam expensive. Stuff that are expensive here is cheap there, so lucky me.. look at all the stuff i bought. :PPP hehehehhe.. END OF DAY 4

Last day.
Woke up around 8. Got ready and when out for breakfast. bought some bread and when back to the hotel. Stoned for like an hour then had to check out and wait in the lobby till the bus came. After it came when to pick up some other people. Then when to the airport. And BOY were the bags heavy. -.- check in the stuff and everything and when for lunch. We only had like 20mins. xD and when we reach the gates it was already calling for final call. THANK GOD, we made it. haha. listened to music all the way.. and reach back around 6.30 to 7. Got home by 8 didn't eat dinner unpack everything, took my bath, watched a little tv and kong-ed out.

THE END. HEHEHEHEH!!! xD

hahaha, guess thats it. i cut all the boring crap out so i won't burn a hole in your eyes. LOL! Oh, hong kong? ada banyak lelaki comel! xD haha! i'm serious, i drove wen crazy going.. "eh! his cute. oh oh oh!! he also cute" hahaha. But i can't help it. ;) but the girls there.. OMG!! heavy make up, lala dressing, LESBO'S in the subway, showing the "the finger" all over the place. -,- WHAT KIND OF GIRL IS THAT?! woahsss... dam sweat. haha. But oh well, i don't care about the girls i care about the guys. :P BYE BYE!!

**pictures will be posted will be posted on another post.**

xo,
Joey

I'm off..

2009-09-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

Its 1.11 and.... well, I'm suppose to be asleep have to wake up at 5.30am. I planned to post this up after i wake up but i think my mom will kill me so i'll just post it up now. :) hehe!! ...... CYA!!!! I'M OF...............

to Hong Kong!! :D

cya after 5 days. hahahaha!! :) Don't miss me tooooo much! *perasan* :P

bye~~

xo,
Joey

There nothing i need but my lucky star by my side.

2009-09-16T04:01:00.000-07:00

[edited]!!

OMFG!! ALEC from new moon dam HOT wei!!! OMFG!!! :D

Don't tell me his NOT hot. (: HAHAHAH!!!!! *giggles* ! Sorry, I just cant help it. COMMENT!!

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Ok~~ i still don't know how to open a post. xD Do i start by saying hey? hahaha.. oh well.. :P

Didn't go to school today. I think it was much needed from the stress and fights and arguing i have been "involve" in. Not seeing them is like a holiday right now. I'm tired of fighting with ya'll and its time to stop and literally start over. But its not starting off good. -.- But staying at home it made me think of all that has happened with them. I hope we can go back to being best friends again instead of parting ways and becoming enemies. I just hope you guys know how much i love and care about you guys :)

Ok.. change topic! I hate my msn now. D: so ugly la the latest one. so WEIRD no more chat logs and colour codes. ARGH! this sucks.. i FUCKING HATE IT. The only cool thing about it is that the backgrounds can change to some nice picture or whatever. -.- Oh, i rotted at home. haha wander what i miss in school today, hope there's not much homework.. YEA RIGHT! -.- sure got alot. Did i mention how much i HATE form4? hah. Its like i say that in very post. :P SHIT! I have forgot what i want to blog about already. WTH!! i'm getting seriously OLD. ): NOT GOOD and my birthday also not yet pass. WHAT IS THIS. -.- oh.. My bros and me have been joking with malaysian slang. with all the LAs and MAs and ARs. So funny when i joke around with them.. he " i going toilet AR" then i go.. "pure malaysian la you. " HAHAHAH!!! funny. :P oh well, i'm just being lame. hehe :) 1 MORE DAY!!!!!!! :D I SO CAN'T FREAKING WAIT! :D

P.S: Ish, What the hell is wrong with you.. calling me fucking.. isn't going to cure anything right now. I was thinking should i forgive you. But if you keep thinking about me having a big mouth or anything then well.. i'm sorry then. Forget about me forgiving you at all.

P.SS: i lost all respect for kanye west. His a good singer and all but like wth.. I can't believe he stole that moment from Taylor swift. I'm so on taylor side. :)

P.SSS: FUCK! i can't wait for new moon. i saw the extended trailer of new moon and i can't stop watching it. Jane (dekota fanning) looks totally evil and her twin brother ( wtv his name is. Al something. haha) looks totally H.O.T !!! :DDD I can't wait! going to watch it a few times with the friends and dates. haha!! :)

I'm OUT!!

xo,
Joey

thenwhyareweevenfriends?

2009-09-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

your asking me what part of you are not alone do i not understand?? seriously, your not in my place to ask me that question. well then, i'll ask you what part of they don't really care about us??? do you understand THAT?! Fine, since you ask that question.. Then i'll do the same. WHYAREWEEVENFRIENDS? now i know you people talk behind my back. saying i'm making you my dog?? fine. Don't come up and look for me anymore. Don't wait for me. Don't eat with me.. HECK don't even breath the same air as me if you can't even take me. I'll fuck off if i have too. Fine, i admit i'm a bitch to you guys. Do you think i like that?? ever thought that i'm so lonely in class? you of all people should know i can't stand being a LONER.. thinking ya'll have each other.. You can ask the retarded asses in my class if there is a free period who do i sit with.. You REALLY don't know how i feel and i think you don't even care. I take you ask my best friend you think i don't want it to the like last time? all the laughs and jokes and lame-ness?? YOU FUCKING THINK I DON'T WANT THAT AGAIN? Heck, i'll give my WHOLE FORM3 life back if i have too, to get back those times. look what we do now during breaks and lunch.. we sit together, eat.. and don't freaking say anything. Re-call back when we were in form3.. we always talk and it feels like there's not enough time in the world.. LOOK what we talk online.. If you don't want me to be your best friend anymore then FINE. i won't fight for it if you don't want me to have the title. you know what? i'm tired of fighting, tired of arguing, and tired of all this.. if you even bother.. look for me. if you don't want.. then F.U.C.K O.F.F with your new bff.

thats my attitude.. love it for hate it.

joey.

Don't listen to the lies, Find out the truth..

2009-09-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hello~

I'm so bored.. blog looks oh-so-dead.. The time is passing SERIOUSLY slow.. my hand is killing me from 14 pages of perdagangan that i have to pass up tomorrow and i still have like 3 more pages.. Had to cut my nails because i got caught by Miss. rebecca (fuck how you spell her ass-up name) at the end, she didn't come back to check which pissed me off like shit.. Thinking wad is going to happen during prom.. BEYOND ALL THAT, I'm fucking waiting for next week friday because its the day i leave my asshole life for 5 WONDERFUL days and shop till i literally drop. Haihz.. Why does life suck so much??? TIME PLEASE PLEASE PASS F-A-S-T-E-R. Thinking of i should stay back tomorrow go to eat with the girls.. HMMM.. BOREDD!!

you left me alone,
making think you would come back,
why did you lie?
dont lie,
because i can see it in your face,
the pain in your eyes,
that shows me how hurt you are.
OH PLEASE! suck balls and SHUTUP..
Don't lie to me cos i can see it in your eyes..

xo,
Joey

why the attitude?

2009-09-05T11:18:00.000-07:00

oh so suddenly missing having a bf. -.- WEIRD.

I cover the pain with a smile.

2009-09-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

haha. cute noh? HMMMM.. Things happened today. pretty scary if you ask me. Hope your ok! :) don't be emo and keep on smiling. And poor girl, don't be sad k? its not your fault and you didn't know so don't cry anymore la k!!! SMILE! :D I don't know what to blog now. xD I'm topic-less. D: All of a sudden. -.- WTF? Oh, anyonw going to prom? xDD er... ok bye! :P

xo,
Joey

Next time my name rolls off your mouth, choke on it bitch!

2009-08-30T09:24:00.001-07:00

I AM BEYOND THE POINT OF ANNOYED AND PISSED OFF!!! YOU HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA HOW MUCH I WANTED TO FUCKING SLAP YOU YESTERDAY! IF YOU EVER FUCKING DO THAT AGAIN I WILL MAKE SURE YOU WISH YOU NEVER MET ME.EVER!! DON'T MAKE ME DO SOMETHING I WILL REGRET LATER. I'M FUCKING SERIOUS. DON'T EVER TEXT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN OF I WILL FUCKING SLAP YOU IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS AND I'LL MAKE SURE YOU FEEL THE PAIN. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I WANTED TO THROW MY PHONE AGAINST THE WALL OR THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW. I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS BUT SERIOUSLY... GET A FUCKING LIFE AND GROW UP WE ARE NOT IN PRIMARY ANYMORE WE ARE IN SECONDARY. LITERALLY FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE IF YOU HAVE TOO. AND GET THIS IN YOUR HEAD.. READ IT, UNDERSTAND IT, EAT IT AND GIVE IT UP!

I WILL NEVER LIKE YOU.

LET ALONE LOVE YOU. F OFF!

go back to your ex, its gonna make me alot more happy. call me a bitch if you want.

xo,
Joey

Everytime i speak you try and stop me, cos every little thing i say is wrong.

2009-08-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

Yoooo~

Happppy birthday to CHAN KAI LOON one more time. (: celebrated his birthday yesterday. (sorry, i'm late) whatever.. i'm just gonna long story cut short. Watched 2 movies today..

G.I joe. Rate : 9/10 ( really good! i admit! haha. )

and

i love you,beth cooper. Rate: 7/10 ( haha ok only laa )

After the movies said bye to everyone and when to starbucks to meet up with my mom. Walked around for like 10mins and end up in charles and keith. Because my mom saw very very sexy heels and wanted me to try them on. Fell in love with it. haha so she bought it for me. ( will show the pics some other time) When to T.G.I.F for dinner then when to popular to look for some books then to MPH since popular didn't have what i was looking for. FINALLY found it. After that when home. (: do my stuff and now i'm here.

Currently listening to- ashley tisdale - what if..

It made me re-call some stuff last time. And yea, i tear up for like the i don't know how many times. -.- i DON'T like crying. Its not my thing it might be for some but not me. feeling really emo and sad. Come to think about it. i DO missyoulikehell and NO its not TH. (sorry) but whatever.. life goes on.. :)

P.S : i'm getting seriously impatient for my IPHONE 3GS! -.-

xo,
Joey

i got tagged.

2009-08-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

I'm bored. So, i shall do the taggie. hahaa. ehh.. why so long one? xD haha (:

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage= water.
2. last phone call = my 4 bro.
3. last text message = melo
4. last song you listened to = kiss the girl -ashley tisdale.
5. last time you cried = long long time ago. ;D

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = no?
7. been cheated on = nope. (thank god)
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nopeee.
9. lost someone special = duhh..
10. been depressed = yeaa..
11. been drunk and threw up = haha. no :)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. black
13. violet
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yess!
16. Fallen out of love = yup.
17. Laughed until you cried = of cause!
18. Met someone who changed you = everyday. :P
19. Found out who your true friends were = yea..
20. Found out someone was talking about you = who doesn't?
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = i dont think so? haha

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = all?
24. Do you have any pets = yea.. gold fishes. xD
25. Do you want to change your name = nope. (:
26. What did you do for your last birthday = erm... do you need to know? :)
27. What time did you wake up today = 11.35am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = reading, watching tv. haha
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = my white iPHONE 3GS :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother = now? xD
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = my mistakes in the past.
32. What are you listening to right now = kiss the girl - ashley tisdale
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes. my brother. :P
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = people who are not replying me on msn xD
35. Most visited webpage = bloggie, facebook and youtube.
36. Where you want to be right now = somewhere. :)
37. Nicknames = violet, vio, V, AH joe, TANtart, kangaroo. thats it i think? xD
38. Relationship Status = s.i.n.g.l.e
39. Zodiac sign = Capricorn
40. Male or female? = female.
41. Elementary? = erm.. peter an jane i think?
42. Middle school = SKBKK2
43. Hair colour = brown-ish
44. Long or short = LONG!
46. Height = 5'5. going to be 5'6 ;D
47. Do you have a crush on someone = not right now.
48. What do you like aboNope = i have no idea wad is this. -.-
50. Tattoos = not yet. ;D
51. Righty or lefty = lefty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = dont have?
53. First piercing = got. have 4 :P
54. First best friend = erm.. old school friends
55. First kiss = got d :P
56. First vacation = cant remember.
57. First crush = last time la

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing.
60.Drinking = Water.
61. I'm about to = reply people on msn. haha
62. Listening to = kiss the girl - ashley tisdale
63. Waiting for = text msg.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = yup!
65. Get married = yes!
66. Career = of cause!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = both. :P
68. Hugs or kisses = both! xoxo!
69. Shorter or taller = taller la
70. Older or Younger = depends
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both. xD
73. Sensitive or loud = i have no idea. haha
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship la of cause.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = happy to say, trouble maker. haha

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = no!
77. Drank hard liquor = yea.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = dont wear any?
79. Sex on first date = NO!
80. Broken someone's heart = yea :X
81. Had your own heart broken = nope.
82. Been arrested = NO!
83. Turned someone down = yea
84. Cried when someone died = yea
85. Fallen for a friend? = yea. xD

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = sometimes
88. Love at first sight = no, maybe? xD
89. Heaven = yea
90. Santa Claus = NO! xD
91. Kiss on the first date = yup.
92. Angels = yea

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= yea
95.Did you sing today? = yea
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = form2. to change something. i <3 someone but turn him down cos wasn't my time to couple yet. ):
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = erm.. i'm single so no
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = maybe? :P

hahah. i tagggg... everyone that reads this. LOL byebye!

Love drunk..

2009-08-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

Letting it pass.

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LOVE DRUNK

OMG!! i love this song! It has so much meaning to it and so dam sweeeeet!! A very good breakup song but i'm not in a relationship so i don't take it as an emo song. hehehe. Hey, i think single is the BEST! YAAAAAAY! single life ROCKS. LOL

The top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit an run
An I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab is everything that we had
Didn’t mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Now it’s over
I still taste it on my tongue

P.S: My subjects teachers has seriously LOST it. -.- They are giving my class homework like its free money or something. What kind of teacher gives you 7 KARAGAN?!! WTF?! and like 25 over essay questions perdagangan and ekonomi PLUS together. And like 5 questions for accounts. WTF??!!! Are you like fucking serious?! GOD its a holiday not home quarantine or something. GOD! Thats just bloody insane! And i have an oral topic to find. GOSH! USELESS SHIT MAN! no way i'm gonna do all my work. So teachers? don't cry when we don't do your work. Because we have so many. :P

xo,
Joey

Half good up here. what happened to the other half?

2009-08-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

yeeeee-ha!! my little BF problem is solved! :) and i stop being emo during lunch. wahaha. thanks JY. all his 'dont emo or else cannot solve anything. ;D thanks thanks! i owe you tissue and a map. hehehe and i got everything out of my system! praise the lords.

Ah hell, If only problems can go away as fast as they come. :S still having someone hanging on me. DUDE, LET IT GO. SERIOUSLY! i'm being nice here. -.- i only take you as a friend and nothing else. there will never be an US. EVER! so please.. :)

xo,
Joey

The moon is better full then half.

2009-08-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

oh, i love this one so so much! (:

The color that gives me strange

haha.. guess ya'll saw. How do you like my new header? goes with my name eh? hahaha

P.S : it has nothing to do with 'NEW MOON' ok! -.- ishh..

xo,
Joey

A little toxic beauty never hurt anyone. ;D

2009-08-12T06:52:00.001-07:00

YOOOO!!!

I'm a very happy girl. Today my girls come over to my house! When for lunch in MCD. (veryy yummy! YUM!) and stayed there for like 2 hours talking like hell. haha. YUM! then i being a very nice cousin tan-pao nuggets set for chuwen. She came over and ate. Then we when upstairs to my computer and we chatted with people. webbie with one watched some funny videos and camwhore like HELL!! :) after that we watched the amityville horror. And i webbie with that someone (you will find out who later ;D ) while watching. pretty scary. i screamed. xD haha cos terlalu 'suprise'. the last part was hell scary. when the kid started screaming. >< freak the hell outta me. after watching we continue with the webbing and camwhoring like retarded people! hahaha. pics are at the bottom! :)

kinda freaked out till i ask wen to stay over at my place. And she is right next to me now. (:

half of me, mel and ing!

the boy that saw me scream. hahah and the one i have been webbing with. LOL

i was trying to act cool. can see i failed. xD

he look so emotionless xD

chua an me! :)

US! stoning in front of the comp. hahah

i just love her. (:

mel and ing like so smell my fox's ass xD

mel said her eyes are on purpose? xD

when we were watching the show. (guess who! )

haha watching or reading something. xD

teddy baby!! mwahx! ;D

inggie and me :P

dont mind my eyes xD

lol!! sorry was SS-ing

lucky i didnt wear my green house jersey xD

THATS ME! xD

miss chua camwhoring xD

miss ng!

wen,ing mel and me <3

hehehe. look at me! :P

aww! see looks so cute! :D

haha. she look my picture and i took hers.

miss chua.

All our feet. (:

so cute. (:

see! they like smells its ass! xD

thats ME! typing! :D

i will upload 3 more pics later. blogspot is being a bitch. -.-

xo,
Joey

Let go of the past, look forward to the future.

2009-08-10T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I'm here to update on mel's sweet 16 redbox! :P Cos everyone wants pictures and i have the most! anyway, long story cut short.. Met up with everyone and when to redbox and sang our hearts out. nicely and terribly and horribly and just be totally insane. :) haha. it was so funny when alex sang 'she bangs' just for mel. haha she should be proud. sang even more and of cause pictures! ate cake! GOT cake but just by edmund AS ALWAYS. -.- DING DONG. of cause I CAKED THE BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D YEE-HA! left around 4 to take neo pics. was so dam hard cos of so many people. kaijie, mel and me ended up sitting on chuwen, jiaqi and irad. haha. lucky for him i'm not that fat.! or i would have broke his leg. LOL. then after that look it with the girls. then i had to go. :) end of story.!! haha.. pictures!

from the left : anna, suzanne, ing, MELO, kaijie, wen and jiaqi.

The girl of the day! :D

The singing boys. xD

LOOK LOOK! i STILL can see kaijie. :P

Hi alex! xDD

the boys! xD lazy to name all of them. you know who is who. xP

aww. that is just the sweetest couple i ever seen. :P

my girls! <3

joey and kaijie. xD

the group picture. missing someone D:

stupid alex. -.-

krys krys and Me.

chuwen cant take a good picture. hahaha (she is gonna kill me)

melo and me. :)

ah Qi and me. dont know why he smile untill like that. xD

FINALLY!! GOSH! it took me a bloody HOUR to upload the pictures. you people better THANK me. -.-

was kinda left out. cos everyone had someone to talk too. kinda got me pissed off too. everyone was just happy to bother so whatever. i'm no one.

xo,
Joey

Happy sexylicious 16 birthday!!

2009-08-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

Happy sweet 16 toooooooooo....

melody chua jia en!

Happy sweet 16 hun!! Enjoy your sexylicious birthday!!! i shall see you tomorrow! so i'll just say it now. Hope you like no LOVE your present! :D There alot of work put in to it. hehe!! All the best. Stay pretty, sexy, hot, and YOUNG! (: Thanks for always being here for me!! me love you. ha. remember, i'm always here there and anywhere for you!! :) i'm just a text or call away. hahaha!!! smile always hun!!! xoxo!

picture for mel's facebook. sorry! didn't have a you only picture. :)

xo,
Joey

I never did bother to hide the pain.

2009-08-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

edited(aug5 09)

I'm just gonna edit this post. Dont think this topic needs a new post. What is wrong with people and dresses!!! GOSH! anyone and everyone that knows me well know how much i dislike dresses. I'm not gonna say hate cos its such a 'mean' word. Just because i wore it once doesn't mean i'm gonna fall in love with it. I didnt even wear it like a dress, i wore tights with it. NO ONE has seen me in a proper dress since i was like 10 and its not going to change now. Yea it might look good on some people. But i'm not one of does people. i'm more to a jeans, mini skirt, shorts kinda girl. NOT DRESS. YOU HEAR ME?! So what if i'm tall?? Doesn't mean i'm tall and i'll look good in a dress. I think buying dresses are just a waste of time. I rather spend the money on like jeans or skirts. I'm still a teen i can wear dresses when i grow up even better i'll only wear it on my wedding day. HAPPY?! SO STOP ASKING ME TO WEAR A FUCKING DRESS COS I WON'T. ass.

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I'm bored outta my mind.SO i'm blogging. Just i'm gonna be random? hahaha, Randomness1: My second brother came home today for dinner. So he came into my room to ask me how i was doing. i said i was sad cos of my phone. hahaha. He said "okok. i'll get you a phone. what phone you want?" and i go... O.O IPHONE! and he said " OH, FUNNY LA!! i also want one ok." hahahha. it goes a long long way. (: at the end? there's no winner or loser. hahaha. cos i told my mom and she said she MAY get an iphone for me or BlackBerry. :P YEE-HA! but i may wait till the sony phones come out untill i make my decision. Sadly, i'm one of does people who will regret buying stuff. xD i'm always is. oh well. thats ME! :D randomness2: i have no idea what to do!!! BOREDNESS SUCKS!! oh yea, now i remember. My mommy didnt want me to go to school today. Cos of the H1N1 cases. She said its getting to dangerous. Better to stay at home and be save. so yea. hahaha. ponteng for the next 3days. randomness3: nothing to blog d. :P sorry.!!

I TOLD YOU IT WAS RANDOM!!!!!!! I cant wait to get my phone. seriously. i love krys for saving my butt but i seriously hate her phone. -.-

Short in words,
Long in tears,
Your harsh words pierce my heart like a bullet from a gun,
The sunny day turns dark and gloomy,
Sadness in the air,
Loveless in life,
All to think about is the other half of your heart,
Wondering if he will hold it tight,
And not let the winds blow it away that very sad night,
Looking at the stars,
Thinking of you,
Wondering how all our laughs can turn into tears,
That goes up into the heavens,
Making it rain like nothing before,
All I want is you that night,
But you weren't right by my side,
To hold me tight,
And keep me warm from the winds,
Making me cold and lonely,
Making me miss you more,
Now I know,
How much I mean to you,
In little words??
Nothing..

xo,
Joey

lameness, but true,

2009-07-29T06:51:00.000-07:00

Keeping secrets are worst,
You think i wanted too?
Its just to early to say,
What i wanted to say,
You just have to understand,
That you are not at fault here,
Learn to let it go,
Leave me alone..

Curiosity killed the cat, But satisfaction brought him back.

2009-07-27T02:38:00.000-07:00

Hello to the world. :)

I found out something very interesting. SMALL, SHORT people reads my blog!! WOW!!! :D i feel so special that she reads my blog. (hey shorttie (: ) hahaha.

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Anyway, My beautiful W910i died on me. D: the screen got all crazy colored and made me have pink hair and green body in my pictures. It was only like 8months!! Since it was my birthday present last year. How bloody sad is that?! I was like.. WTFISH happen to my phone?!!! then i start switching it off and turning it on again. But it can't even on at times. I literally CRIED. HA. YES! you are not dreaming or having a blur moment. Yes, i cried. :) hey! i'm still a girl. haha. So, I when online to search for new phones that are coming out. From sony ericsson to nokia to LG to BlackBerry to apple to samsung. And to a conclusion. Its either...

The black-sexy satio (Idou) phone.

OR

The white cool Aino phone.

haha.. What do you think?? Both are touchscreen and both coming out in September. I told my mom that my phone was a goner. And this is all she said. " okla. buy you new phone. Take it as your birthday present ar! " hahaha. and this is what i said " OK! *bog fat evil smile* " hahaha. yes yes. i know. But i loved my W910i because its white and sexy and beautiful la!!! so dam hot!! And not alot of people has it. See its special. :) i'm gonna miss you W910i.

imagine it white and gold. :)

But if your thinking i'm going to be a phone-less fool for the next 2 months think again hun. :) THANKS to KRYS i'm using her W595 till September. :) haha. She saved my ass. i could have use my Z61oi but that phone is holding my other number. :)oh well, i just gotta be patience till September. CIAO!

btw, Ever heard the saying "Curiosity killed the cat, But satisfaction brought him back" ??!!! >< i got it out from a horror book. if you do read that book you will know what i'm talking about. haha. CIAO CIAO!

xo,
Joey

i EFFING hate exams / 3 alpha xD

2009-07-19T04:47:00.000-07:00

Yooo, Hi, Hello.. bla bla bla.

My bloggie looks dead. xD didn't really bother to update since no one reads my blog much. haha. anyway.. MU vs malaysia. OF CAUSE M.U WON HANDS DOWN! unless like malaysia go bribe MU to lose so we can be "proud" of our country. *PUKE* was reading the paper just now. And one of the articles wrote that "95%' were MU fans. So that means 5% were malaysia fans?? WOW. What a good lair. xD i bet it was like.. 99% MU fans and MAYBE 1% OR less malaysia fans. HAHAHA. sadies! anyway, Properly wandering why i hate 3 alpha. haha. Because hong yi broke his leg so we had to move to that SMALL, HOT, weird looking class. xD (sorry wen. Its the truth.) i hope they freeze in my class if they call their class 'cold'. Having exams now. And what am i doing?? blogging and facebook-ing. I should be studying but i can't concentrate. argh.. so i gave up. xD sadness. On rite.. the point of blogging rite now is to show pictures that i promised. anyway.. enjoy..

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Random pictures first.

wai sui = nerd. xD

sanjay = geek.

imissyouaussie.

the sleeping omega's. -.-

*middle finger studying*

well, you can read it. dont need caption xD

Pictures with my sayangs! :P

mel and me

me and mel. xD

haha. ken seng look so jakun. xD

yummy cupcakes mel, me and ing baked. It tasted very YUMMY. :)

the sayangs :)

the cinta. LOL!

haha. dont balme us for looking like birds. xD i just pulled her up the chair and we started flapping our arms. LOL

BAAM! :(

i'm not kising her. but close. ;D

er...? no idea what they are doing.

haha. watch my ***

one says "yes sir!!" one says "dont look at me please" xD

Ingrid, JOEY, Jia en. <3

looks kind wrong dont you think? xD

still looking wrong.

cant even say it looks like a star. ):

haha. Thats better. :)

May i warn you the following pictures can be very annoying. :)

haha. dumb blonde.

terrible.. headache cos?? cannot study. xD so?? (look down.)

i went out like a light for 10seconds. xD

have a middle finger. :)

all caption-less. :)

well, bye.

xo,Joey

Do i still like you deap down??

2009-07-12T10:04:00.000-07:00

edited

Hello.!! hahaa. I'm multitasking again. one hand blogging,downloading music and the other hand doing homework and one eye reading my perdagangan text book and one eye look at my lappie screen. See, even if i didnt go to school also i got do homework. i'm such a good girl. AHEM! :) some of my friends and my cousin hated me for not coming. guess they miss me toooooo much? xD PERASAN! lol. No la. they are JEALOUS! don't worry i'm coming tomorrow. LOL! what i did today?? eat,sleep,breath,read,text and do homework. haha. see MULTITASK girl! :D that mee! I can't wait to go to school tomorrow. i'm missing people. And i have experiments for science i dont want to miss. :) i dont want to rugi. God, i seriously have to stop joking around and start studying. -.- every time i put my textbook in my face i'll think of something else, start camwhoring, texting, or even falling asleep on my book. wtf? and monthly test is coming in like.. 5more days. And finals are in.. i dont know how many more months. life is SO dam unfair. anyone agree? I feel like this year is passing way way to fast.! no fair! i want a pause button, its already July. ITS SO FAST!! arghh.. I FUCKING HATE FORM4. -.- ah wtv, i'm gonna watch youtube videos. ciao!

P.S i'm in love with keith urben- Kiss a girl. :)

lazy to upload my pics.! so wait for another time.!! see my old picture! :P
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I'm bored outta my mind! -.- exams are coming and i'm here. DAM smart. its 1.05am and i'm here. good part? i'm not coming today. xD cos? well, I won't say because my head master might read my blog and coming looking for me. :) [ Hi sir! ] hahaha. how lame is that? i'm going to sleep. might edited this in the afternoon. cya.

xo,
Joey

The legend gone..

2009-06-27T09:39:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Michael Jackson 1958-2009

Many people already knows about this. Michael Jackson passed away on Thursday around 2.35pm. It was such a shocker! >< I totally didn't believe it at first when melo told me in the morning. i was like.. WHAT WHAT??! don't lie la. then Ms.Menon came in and told us it was true. :( he died of a heart attack. He was 50years old. After the news it kinda got me thinking back when i was young, i love to sing and dance to his music. like beat it and heal the world. He was a legend and KING OF POP. The world have really lost a great artist. The day he died, was the day the world lost its music. His dancing is really really cool too. It looks like he can beat in funny ways. :) He was the one he came up with the moonwalk. Which i think its really,really cool. I really hated what i read on some people's blogs about him being a molester and whatshit. i think it complete bullshit. The 13year old kid's family was trying to cheat jackson's money. DONT YOU PEOPLE WATCH TV?! -.- find out the truth first la. He was suppose to have his come back tour in july. But now.. No one will ever see it. D: His music was legendary and always will be. He will be in our hearts forever.. Condolences to his family.. The world will seriously miss him. I hope he finds peace.

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

P.S: he loves kids so, i don't think he would go touching kids ok. -.- DING DONG! BER-NANA! >:D

xo,
Joey

Hide it, So don't say it.

2009-06-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

hello pretty people.

I'm so dam bored. So i will blog.. shit. XD so don't blame me if its random. i FINALLY got all my papers back. And i'm SO not happyyy.! ): i need to study harder and stop the joking around i do like every minute of my life. -.- BUT then that will make me a very boring person? xD haha that's just sad. Oh well, I can be dam lifeless at times. HAHA. I don't know what to blog about la. GG!! oh right, REPORT CARD DAY IS CANCELED!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!:D my mommy doesn't need to see my terrible grades. And i'll never show her the photocopy my teacher will give me. It will sit in my bag and collect dust. :) Sorry paper, but your numbers aren't very nice. HAHA. Thanks to me. And do you know why my report card day canceled? Because of H1N1 !! hahaha. wtf right? Came in just the right time but i don't want to die FYI. Ah whatever la! bye..

itsneverrighttomakethingssohardtounderstandthatitgivesyouabloodyhead. :)

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xo,
Joey

Useless and hopeless.

2009-06-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

Its all just bloody BULLSHIT.

$&#%^(^#(!&@)!*@*@($&#%&*&(@!#@$%^@*#@&$*&*!@&*!&#$(@$(*@&*(&@*(&#(!@*&)(!&@(*!^#@^#&@!%@*&!(#*&@($^*@&^#&@^(!@(*!^#@^$%@*#%(&!@(!)#^)@^$*^)@&!)(@_!&#$_!^$*@^#*&@%^#%!*$(@%^#(!%#@^!%#*&@%#&*$(@(#^(!*&@$&@#)(!&@*!^*#%@^$%^@!%*!#&@$&@*&%#*^!$(!*&#^!@*&%$*^@%#^!%@^!$*!%(&$%!($!%$&!%*$&!%*$&!%(&!%$^@%$^@%*^$%@*%$*&@%$*&@%$*&%@*%$(!%$(&!%)($)$%$&%@*%$*@%$*@^$ !!!!!! argh, stupid rumors. I seriously hate people who doesn't know how to keep their mouth SHUT and not to stick their bloody nose into people's business. Dont fucking think your the bloody queen or something because your not. All the shit you say about people is just gonna bite you in your ass one day. Dont think your dam freaking smart talking about other people. Just because he's not as cute or wtv. At less he has the heart and love. Not like yours ok. Has the looks but played you in the end. So dont forget that. Looks aren't everything, I hate it when you start talking about people when you haven't looked in the mirror and see yourself yet. How will you feel if i said something that is hurtful? so you better learn to keep your stupid fucked up comments to yourself. And take out that stick out of your fucking ass. And one more thing, HA!! i fucking how you saw that today.! And seriously... LEAVE ME ALONE!! A.L.O.N.E!! GOD! And ask your friends to SHUT THE FUCK UP!! I can't go to the toilet without hearing it. -.- how bloody annoying is that. GOD!

i feel good now. thanks! -.- and i'm talking about two different people. I really tried to be nice to both of you. But all you did just got to far.

imissyoulaaaaaaaaaa, D: youwaittomorrow.imcomingforyou.heheheheheh~!!! :)

xo,
Joey.

Its time to SHUT UP.

2009-06-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

hello pretty people!!

Holidays are over. Kinda happy kinda sad about it. lots of things happen over the holidays. HEHEH! anyway.. Exams papers SUCK LIKE SHIT!! #%#$(#*@&#^$(@$)*@(!_@!#*@)&$)(#%^$@#($&(@*&#@)@(#)@&#$)@&% YEA! thats how i feel about the papers i got back. -.- FUCK IT LA. Anyway.. kena bully kao-kao by my friends about someone. :D LOL!! Lots of people were pulling me saying "why never tell me??!" haha. mostly people from his class..! i dont even know how they found out. Guess gossip travels fast in my school. haha. And i heard from someone that A was talking shit to her. And she told me. AND i wanted to fucking screw her up like shit! Please la, just because you broke up with your boyfriend doesn't give you the right to go making up stories that aren't true about other people. You need to learn how to keep your BLOODY fucked up mouth SHUT. Come on, she didn't break up with her EX for some other guy in our school. You don't even know the whole story and your making stuff up. They have their problems and you have yours. oh yea, AND dont go insulting people who i care about ok?!if i ever hear you doing that again i will seriously KILL you. And i'm so dam serious. I have friends that will tell me things. So you better watch out.

xo,
V

Redang pictures!

2009-06-08T02:13:00.000-07:00

most pictures are in my facebook! :) go to my page if you wanna see more!

Sri KL Language. :P inside joke

2009-06-07T23:16:00.000-07:00

I'm back you sexy people! i should properly blog about redang... so here goes..

Day before (night time)

reached school around 930! Was second last. ahem ahem! kai loon was last ok. :P started from school around 10PM. 9 BLOODY HOURS in the bus!! (ass pain) hahaha. everyone was talking/laughing/i dont know what else.. watched scream2 on the bus stop half into the movie cos we stop at mcd's. then continue our long long drive. Then we finish the movie around 1something? then everyone crash. sadly for me? i keep waking up every bloody 15mins. same with mel. but i k.o-ed around 3 till 5 THANK GOD! then was awake till 6 or 7. reach the jeti and waited.

Day 1

Reach the island about 12. had a 7buck lunch. -.- nasi lemak or mee and a bloody drink. -.- checked in. change and jump into the pool. xD so dam bloody fun la. made new friends. :) pushing people into the pool. bla bla... When back to the room around 3 something. Stay there till 5 then went to the beach with everyone. :) walked up and down till dinner. when for dinner. and bla bla bla.. when back to the room after that. chillax till 9 something to 10 when kim text me to go to her room. (skip the boring parts la ) when down near the beach for a drink. margarita!! :D dam yummy!! walked around the beach near the water to find blue sand but no dam luck! xD wth.. anyway.. when to the "disco"/bar.everyone starts drinking again. hehe!! YUM!!! drink till 1 something? when to the beach again walked right up to the end of the beach for supper. i didnt eat anything. was just drinking and talking to everyone. :) wished lek yang HAPPY BIRTHDAY! walked back to our room. crash around 2 to 3something. (not really sure)

Day 2

Thanks to Teck Hong and his high-ness he woke everyone up at 6.30! xD dam violent! Wen answered the door cos she was the only one that hear it. she went back to bed till her alarm rang. i bumped mel to make her up. since she was next to me sleeping. everyone woke up unwillingly. blur-ed around the room for like 15 to 20mins with melo, wen and jia EAN. (yes, we are ok now. iHope! (: ) change or take bath ( i forgot) then when for breakfast. after that we when for snorkeling. saw.. fishes of 4 colors. xD black, black and white,yellow and rainbow. and corals of 2 colors. BLACK AND WHITE! wtf rite? we wanted the colorful ones like the one on tv. and of cause something sure will happen. mel and wen keep losing their goggles and dick yang was there to save the day. :D the superman!! haha. he dive down to get their stuf back and ended cutting his foot. hope his ok.!! :) when back to laguna around 12 eat and jump into the pool again. hehe. all the PUSHING!! and the taking pictures. bla bla. till... 3 something? when back to the room. after that... went to i dont know who's room cos everyone was there. haha. watched death face there till.. menon rush into our room. did a head check and told us that someone drown. He was snorkeling and i guess the current was too strong. Condolences to the family. anyway, after that.. dinner and when to one of the rooms to play cards and talk and what not. xD till 10something. since it was out last day we when to drink hardcore style..!! but before that we when sissha. you can guess if i did it or not xD haha. and of cause to celebrate Lek Yang's birthday. then all the guys started kissing lek yang's cheek but kai jie was way high and kissed him on the LIPS! haha.!! party till 2something then everyone when back to their rooms. after jiaEan,mel,me and wen took our baths, dickyang,lekyang,teckhong,jia qi and kai jie came to our room. talk and laugh like some mad fellas. till 3 something. ended up one night standing with dick,lek and teck hong haha!!! xD mel and kai jie in one small bed. xDDD dam funny my cousin alone. cos dick didnt want to make his move. LOL!!! jia qi when to some other room. since he got no place. :( then sleep like a pig till 7.

Last Day

woke up. when for breakfast. and when back to my room to pack and ahem ahem!!! some will know what i'm talking about. hahaha!! around 11 we checked out but our boat was delayed so the hotel prepare lunch for us. but most of us didnt feel like eating so we went to the internet room and chilled there. :) playing cards haha. and giving good luck!! ;D left the island about... i dont know. slept in the boat all the way back to Terengganu and 9 hours in the bus again! xD reach school around 12. went home and sleep like a baby!! :)

somewhere in this 3days someone came up with "Sri KL language" hahaha like violent,dangerous and why the talking??! hahaha. it was so dam bloody funny!! :)

i'll upload pics later. my internet is being a fucked up BITCH!

xo,
Violet.

Disguise our evil with faces kind,
a goodly exterior a darker mind,
and turn the gentle to my power,
and poison the most innocent flower..

transform us and make is new,
give us strength through and through,
lady hide out heart and fates,
grant us the gift of masquerade.

Dont give me shit.

2009-06-03T05:31:00.001-07:00

BYE SEXY PEOPLE~!!! I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU. xD

i'm off to redang. see ya'll in 3days. Don't miss me to much! :)

-lots of love.! Violet.

I got tag by a little monkey. A.K.A heartbroken! xD

2009-06-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

(sorry KID. you just look like one. (: )

1 . What have you been doing recently?
packing~

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
NEVER. :)

3 . What happened at 10am today?
still catching my beaut sleep.

4 . When did you last cry?
sorry, i may be a girl but i dont cry much. HAPPY.GO.LUCKY! (most of the time)

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
sometimes

6 . What do you want in life now?
money,a great future, BIG HOUSE,more friends and to find mr.right. :)

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
no! -.-

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
hug my teddy baby and sleep. :)

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
red sexy shorts.

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
text messages?

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
maybe. ;D

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope.

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
i forgot. xD not yet not yet.. wait after i come back. then i'll go watch hannah montana xD

14 . What are you proud of ?
lots of things. :)

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
third bro. 'NON-OF-YOUR-DAM-BUSINESS' :)

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
ne-yo - mad

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
to many to count.

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
melo chua - 'sunblock,face stuff? '

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
1something.

20 . Are you currently happy?
yup.

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
me, myself and i. / some close friends.

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i LOVE that! :D

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
no one.

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
yea.. my back!

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
my mom.

26.Do you like yurself?
er.... kinda?

27.You want $5 or $10?
both! and much much more! :D

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
yea.

29.Who is your best best best fren?
melo :) and angel.

30.What will you do if you like that boy?
nothing??

31.Who are your favourite stars?
i got to many.

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
ya. when she cant stop nagging me about stuff.

33.Do you had even stead before?
har?

34.what type of boy do you like?
sexy,cute,funny,caring,sweet,romantic.. BLA BLA BLA.

35.Now are you single/attached?
single and loving it. :)

Pass this tag to 10 people !

1. angel..!
2. melody..!
3. chen..!
4. jasmine..!
5. megat..!
6. claire..!
7. tan..!
8. anna..!
9. joey tiw..!
10. yuin..!

1. Would you date number 5?
his taken. ;D

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
omfg!! start calling* **touchwood**

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
hahaha!! go up to her and slap her. KIDDING! xD she doesn't know my guy friends. :)

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
i'll kick her in the butt.

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
normal la!

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
they all don't know each other?

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
lets go! XD

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
haha i'll go drink and drunk with her.

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
i'll miss you babe!! T.T

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
chase us for what? we are good girls. :)

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
i'll fucking slap him in the face.

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
if his gf ok then lets go.! xD

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
not same school sit in the same bus for what? hahaha

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
ignore my phone and sleep. xD

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
haha, she can't la. she will know i will kill her.

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
i'll teman her untill she is betta.

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
hope she is ok while i run out. hahahaha!

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
so cute~

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
i dont need an x-box but thanks anyway!

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
anytime :)

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
F***u, you look hawt!

22. Number 7 looks lonely!
really?

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
she doesn't do rude.

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
thanks?

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
her hair dam black d still want dye black? xD

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
call her la.

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
ask her what's wrong?

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once! Is it possible?
first 1 is a girl, 3 FRIEND only, 5 got gf and 6 HELLO girl?? xD

hahaha. i tag everyone! :)

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edited.

nothing much happened today. Was packing all day long. xD it seens i keep forgetting stuff. my over blur headed mind. anyway.. around 6pm i got this call from school and the women said i FAILED my maths and wanted me to go to school and RETAKE the bloody test. I was totally shocked outta my soul! all of a sudden she said olevels and i was like.. i'm not in olevels.?? Then she said OH! really?? omg i'm so sorry! xD haha. and now i know there is a girl in olevels with nearly the same name as me. The women was looking for JOEY TAN and i'm TAN JOE YEE. can see why she made the mistake. hehe. oh well, least i didn't fail my maths.. for now. anyway.. back to packing, i can't make up my mind on what to bring. xD looks like i have so much stuff to bring just for 3days. but i can't see my bad empty. ITS JUST NOT RIGHT. xD guess its in a girls blood. ;D CYA!

-violet.

Party hard but play save!

2009-05-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

praise the lords!

exams are O.V.E.R!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAH!!! maths paper2 was so dam bloody easy and i love it. HA! FUCKU if you believe it. I freaking think its a bloody crime to make a paper so dam hard.!! but WHATEVER! its over for now. wait till next next week when school re-opens and i die went my papers comes back! xD HA! redang is in 5days!!! anybody want anything? xD omfg! i so cant cant wait! but i need to go out on monday to get stuff. hah. was suppose to go out tomorrow but something came up. >< lets not bring that topic up. :) well, guess i wanna wish everyone happy HOLIDAYS! enjoy and have fun! :D i just realize how effing boring my blog is. xD wtv.. pics!!

song playing : boyfriend - ashlee simpson.

pics during exams! :)

haha. all the countdowns. yea, i did that. :) but my other friends are the one canceling the exams thingy.

HA! what i did during accounts. i was bored outta my mind ok.

ha.i took it during exams, went i walked to the toilet. ;)

during sejarah. i was bloody fucking bored. you have no idea HOW bored. xD

haha. what i did during maths paper2. ;)

melo & me. <3 [in the second picture. mel looks like she needs to go poop really really bad. HAHHAHAHA! kidding hun! ]

P.S: you can click on the pics with words if you wanna read it. (:

-its been 1month plus since i went online. and everyone has been bugging me to come back online. so i think i'll go back online after i come back from redang. :)

-violet.

Throw the books and bring out the wine. its time to PARTY.

2009-05-28T05:27:00.000-07:00

greetings funny looking people. xD sorry!! I'm just so dam freaking high! wanna why why why why why???~~~~~~~~~~~ cos......

exams are gonna be over!!! YE-HA!

after tomorrow its time to poke a hole in my mom's purse. hehe i'm going out to get some 'extra' stuff for redang trip! :D cant cant cant cant wait!. going to redang too?? see hot guys (of cause la) enjoy,drink... SISHA. xD kidding la. i dont smoke. i drink but dont smoke. ;D hehehe. hmmm.. exams exams exams.. tsk tsk tsk. for me.. its a BLOODY waste of time. HAH! lets see. i pretty much flunk every single paper i had. xD accept english,science,perdagangan,art,MAYBE bm, and moral. :0 other then that??? *press the toilet flush* ;D get what i mean? haha. the 2 weeks of pure HARD core is finally coming to an end. THANK GOD. but i realize how much i fucking hate my class. -.- and how much i miss my 3omega 2008. *sobs. ahhh.. stop the sadness i don't wanna bring it up. :) hmmm.. oh oh will post exam week pics soon. haha. just to lazy to walk up to my room to get my cable. i'm so clueless now on what to blog on. xD haha.

P.S: just to remind you... I'M A VERY BAD PERSON. :) that why people call me a bitch. but i'll take that as a compliment any day. (its better then being SHORT)

i cheated in my moral. ;)

-violet.

Its a countdown bitch.

2009-05-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

17 papers down.

1 more to go..!
[see how many painful papers i have. ): ]

yay!!! its gonna be over soon!!!!! YEEEEEE-HA!!!! :) after that? redang babe!

(counted wrongly! xD i dont have science paper1. hehe. :) i'll keep coming on my bloggie to change the numbers. )

P.S : how much this sucks man! 2 FREAKING weeks of exams. and next week is pure hard core..!

P.S.S : i so so so so so so gonna fail my maths and accounts. thanks to?? maths? EFFING teacher. stupid KFC. -.- accounts? its just to hard to understand. haha. :)

P.S.S.S :

**BM1- hard core. 200words sectionA 360 sectionB = blank out after 200words of pure shit. ;D .
**BM2- so so so so so so so.. okok hard hard-ISH.
**BI1- easy as pie. xD
**science2- okok. but i made so many fucking mistakes. FKR!
**BI2- ok la. got fucking angry cos my stupid teacher didnt want to tell me wtf convey means xD at the end i simply wrote something and i got it right. HAHA.
**sejarah1- ok. i can do it. :D i was happy. hahah
**sejarah2- T_____________________________________T i will 10000000000000000% FAIL THIS PAPER! I NEVER FELT SO FUCKING CLUELESS BEFORE AND I STUDIED MY ASS OFF. FUCK SHIT!!! $%&%^Q#)@&$_#*%(&#(^@&#@($^#&%($(@()#^!(!&@!%^#%(%^@)&#)!Q#*@)(@*!@)$ [all hard core papers next weeeeeeeek! die la me!!!! ] SOBS*
everything.. was hard! TRUST ME!! :) will post my grades when i get them back. haha

P.S.S.S.S : WTF?! kris allen won A.I!!! thats so not fair.!!! it should be adam!!! >:(

P.S.S.S.S.S : 5days to

redang...!!!! :) :D :]

- i always knew some students in my school are total asses. but i think they never heard the word B.I.T.C.H before. its in every girls blood to fucking bitch ok. so what if i bitch about people? not like you dont do it. and telling one of my friends??? is so dam lifeless, you fucking sohai. so get a fucking life ok? she knows it too. i bet she bitches about me too. so?? telling her wont break us up ok? so fuck you whoever told her. you're a total ass and completely lifeless and should pull out that stick in your ass. -

P.SSSSSSSSSSSSSSS: new moon is coming out on 27november! omfg!!! i fucking cannot wait!!! :D i wanna watch!!! :) anyone wanna go watch with me? xD

Its a HAPPY BDAY.

2009-05-19T05:10:00.000-07:00

yo sexy people! :) I'm here for a fast fast SUPER fast post because? i have to study. haha. first time rite? GENG GENG GENG GENG. LOL.

Happy birthday to

AMANDA SEEE! :)

babe, your finally 16! :)

all the best for exams hun..!!

stay happppppppppppppppppie :D

XOXO'S to youuuu. i love you!!!!!!! :DDDD MWAHXX!!

P.S : i have unlock my bloggie. so be nice yea.! :)

P.S.S : redang in 1 week and 3 days! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ 1 paper down 16 more to go. WISH ME LUCK! (:

peace!

Crazy life.

2009-05-16T04:49:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEWS OR BAD NEWS?????

fine, GOOD NEWS??? i have 2 bad news. (:

first???? I'M FUCKING SICK!!!! UNBELIEVABLE?!!!!! CRAZY FUCKS LA. GOT COMING AND GOING FEVER,COUGH, AND FLU... AND I'M SO DAM PARANOID?! I KEEP THINKING I HAVE SWINE FLU OR DANGUE???? OH GOD LA! I DONT WANT TO DIE. T________________________________T

SECOND???? EXAMS ARE IN 2FUCKING DAYS!!! I'M SO NOT READY. SO MUCH STUFF TO REMEMBER. SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

SOBS.

There no one but me.

2009-05-10T03:01:00.000-07:00

hello,

i'm bored. so? i'll blog. HA. dam lifeless. first i would like to wish all the mothers in the world a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! i love my mom and thanks for everything! i love MY mommy! (: hmmm.. what else??? i'm BORED so i'll just talk crap i guess. my mom is back from the hospital. (dont ask. only a few people know)

i'm tired of this,
i dont know how long more i can take,
its killing me inside,
nothing is going rite,
my life is like a roller coaster that has gone wrong,
i rather be dead then alive rite now,
no one knows how i feel inside,
its killing me,
but i know one thing,
i dont need anyone but myself,
cos in the end everyone is gonna leave.

there are things my friends dont know how i feel. and i dont think they will ever know.

xo,
v